this is so exciting....i still can't believe wut i got 4 my spm......gosh.....is it really my results???

well...it was 8A1's n 1A2!!!!that means....straight A's...

anyway...i didn't expect this...although i wanted straight A's but then.....never in my mind i expected this!!!bcuz during the exam i felt i havn't done well esp 4 my history n physics...those 2 subjects were the worst n during the exam i was starting 2 panic esp 4 history cuz i didn't know the answers 2 all the questions cept 4 one of them!!!!so....i did my usual "goreng" in the exam....so my first reaction was like my sejarah i got an A1..umm... r u sure???then my physics ler???

i am soooOOOOOoooo happy!!!!but then...a bit sad also...noone 2 celebrate here with me.....*sigh*

today i'm finally 17!!!!a year older!!!1st time i'm spending my b'day without my family......*sob*

so this is how my day went...

2day started off pretty well.....i had a phone call fm my parents...since i had 1st period study i went 2 skool later...so they called me aroung 8.30. thinking bout their time there is like 3.30 in the morning i was soo glad 2 hear from them!!!!!

anyway the weather when i woke up was a sunny day......which was good 4 me considering the past few days were so cold and sad looking.....but 2 my dispair the weather only lasted for an hour or so...cuz after that it started 2 get cloudy n stared 2 drizzle as i was goin 2 skool!!!!!!!!!

then when i arrived skool.....i realised we were locked out of the common room......*aiks* anyway i found out later that it was bcuz the cleaning lady saw some graffity and decided 2 lock us out 4 irresponsibility...*sigh* anyway i also heard that during interval some girls found the way in thru the windows behind but then some other teacher heard their voices n locked us out 4 the rest of the day!!!!so i had 2 carry all my book round skool 4 the whole day!!!lucky thing is that i only left a few books in the locker!!!!!if not i'll be left bookless!!!

so that was the common room thing...apart from that the day was pretty fine....i got a pressie from Rebecca n some presents from Joanna n Shana n my host family later on that day......the day was ok till after school....this is the bad part....after school i supposed 2 meet joanna 2 walk 2gether 2 the train station...n guess wut???it was raining!!!!!plus...it was cold with cold wind 2.....so by the time i arrived at the train station after walking as fast as possible...considering the nuber of ppl walking there 2..i was totally freezing!!!!my hands were soooOO cold till it was numb!!!!then i didn't even bring a jacket cuz in the morning it was warm..so all i had with me was a t-shirt n a cardigen!!!!

anyway.....later that evening me n joanna went 4 youth group....we had 2 go with Matty n his friends!!*uugghh* lucky it was just the bus ride we were stuck with them...if not no transport 2 church!!!!!

then when i came back one of the neighbours n my host family celebrated my b'day..with my favourite cheese cake...!!!!then the bast part came after this....Jaques called!!!!well....after school he tried 2 call earlier but din know how 2 use the card 2 call.....so he called around 9 when i wasn't at home yet..cuz i only arrived home at 10pm so aunty Ai Nai answered the earlier call. anyway, he got thru later n wished me at last!!!!!*grins*

so that was my b'day....at least i had a good start n good ending!!!!i'll just try 2 forget the part which i got stuck in the rain.....

aiks.....another week back at school already.....time really flies i tell u....it's been 4 weeks 2morrow since i arrived here.....

i can't describe sometimes how i wish that i could back home....in my so-called comfort zone..where everything is predictable and i can wake up every morning knowing what is gonna happen on that day...

i miss my family n frens a lot...my mum had gone back last wednesday leaving me here all alone *sob* anyway....i guess it's time 4 me 2 learn 2 b more independant.........

and most of all...this V day has been a pretty sad one 4 me....cuz wanna c Jaques on9 then he went n absent midedly kicked the reset button on his com.....so careless!!!!cuz now he's using his uncle's com that needs a password.....so then our once in a blue moon chance 2 talk on9 was gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway....2day has been OK....just ok...got the results of the Stage Challenge thing i audition for in my school....kinda of a dance presentation-competition thing between schools.....so i was happy as there were lots of ppl auditioning 4 this thing and not many ppl were chosen.....and i was!!!!!hehe....

anyway...this is it 4 now......signing off................jess!!