Chloe's 21st

Well well, had chloe's bday party...was real fun. and i guess chloe really enjoed herself which was jsut great. had food, speeches, a few performances by dan, green and esther and an impromtu one by issac which was great. anyway, yah most of the time was spent in the kitchen. so housewifey dy...hahaha. washing dishes and getting food out and cooking and more washing. and cleaning up dirty stuff. oh well, have to clean up my place rite?? anyway, glad chloe had a blast party =))

im thinking bout my 21st. might actuallly put a huge as budget for it and throw a huge as party. haha. might. depends on what is happening when im actually 21 and where i am and who's around etc....hahaa. still another 2 years to go jessica.....

rejected.

got a call fm PwC yesterday morning after my 1st shift at work. so yah. got rejected. sigh. i really wanted the job. the experience. but guess now i'll have time to play instead and go out. and do other stuff. but not work. sad** oh well. hopefully jax comes in the summer and then i can do my summer paper. and then i can go look for a part time job too. damn PwC ppl

anyway, had a job yesterday collecting for WWF's street appeal. basically i got paid to walk around town....well. and stand there too and collect money. but yah. nothing much involved and was easy as. fun. so a bit more money into my account for my trip to aussie later. still must get a job if not cant buy anything and cant do much with the money i have..

chloe's bday later today. happy 21st chloee!! having ppl over at our house. and im not really helping out in much at all. just picking up all the pieces here n there. well...all the bits and pieces really. like music, decor, making sure ppl know where, how to come, what to wear, what to bring. yah. almost everything =)) im a good party planner btw, so yah. i can plan ur 21st or any party for whoever keke..just make sure i have time yah?

back to study. have not done much at all. gonna b screwed for the 223 and 221 test next week eeks.

interview day

well...had my interview yesterday..went ok i spse. met heaps of ppl at the office and had an office tour to see what it was like in their office too...i really hope i get the job now. after having gone thru all the interview stress i kinda want it to pay off. will b real gutted if i din get thru tho. so finally yay. nice ! had office drinks after tat with some of the tax ppl, so guess that's just a lil insight to wat it'll b when i actually work there loh

anyway,gotta run n study mofi now!

cold late autumn

its hailing today. well, it had been cold all day and the weather forecast said it was gonna hail anyway...so yah kinda on and off thing. so basically just blasting my heater away in my 3 layer of clothing...burried under my bed. and nice and warm =))

had church as usual today. then went for lunch and a shopping trip with esther. got a winter woolie to keep my nice n warm since my winter collection is rather sad. so yah...sth else to keep me warm. nothing much...just a long sleep light weight merino wool thingy. got it in the so-called IN colour now. dunno wat u call it even, sth like dark aqua green?not aqua..errr..sth ..whatever u call it.

anzac day tmr. so no uni and great joy of a 5 day weekend. well...almost. anyway, more studying to be done tmr and also preparation for the interview like finding out more stuff abt PwC and myself too. still pondering over my strengths / weaknesses cuz they might ask a question on that and i have to be prepared. for all that they might pose at me. so yah *crosses fingers that i can get the job* so yah. please pray for me.

i feel like splurging..as in spending heaps of money. suddenly. no idea why. feel like getting new stuffs. but shall save money till melbourne so i can shop away cuz there's not even much interesting stuff here anyway. but yah. got sooo over supre now, like there's nothing exciting anyway, but i absolutely lurve portmans now, esp their new store on lambton (am kinda kicking myself for not applying a job there earlier) but yah. nice expensive stuff they have. and no money to buy. im getting more n more expensive taste. no money i earn can even or ever sustain me. somebody wanna get me some lottery ticket and i'll try my luck?

anyway i feel that im rambling on here..but im really procrastinating like what ive been doing recently where there is no motivation at all to study. but knowing the need to study hence planning to study but getting nothing done at all. its really frustrating how im not getting stuff done but at the same time, work is pilling up to be done. oh well.

feel like hitting the cinema as i want to watch the interpreter cuz it sounds nice and the pacifier as well. movies anyone?or free dvd's mayb?looking for stuff to do again as usual. but just counted that there's ony abt 4 weeks left of sch b4 exams start in 5 weeks so there isnt much time at all.

looking back at this term...has been pretty eventful and flying right pass me as usual. meeting a whole lot of new ppl this year, and i guess how it'll b every term where im in new classes, new ppl come in to uni...and obviously new ppl to icf. kinda miss ppl that have left but c'est la vie.

ok. will stop here now and find sth useful to do.and mayb get some study done in the process.

lost without YOU

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you’ve gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye don’t know what I’d do ...i’m
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I’m lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I’m lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I’m so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You’re the only thing that’s on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I’m not too proud to say

All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye don’t know what I’d do ...i’m
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I’m lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I’m lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can’t stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye don’t know what I’d do ...i’m
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I’m lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I’m lost without you

another day

had my short interview today. dunno wat's gonna happen now, cuz the lady kinda wants ppl with experience...and i dun have any...so hopes she has a good impression of me..and take me in...keke oh well...i'll know by next week anyway...so now im gonna concentrate on my PwC interview.

pretty mad with ya today. well...basically i was stressing out and u were just insisting ur way. sorry for over-reacting. but i was stressed. and u werent listening at all to wat i want. and its becoming abt all u want sometimes. althou u might feel otherwise. so yah...im sorry. but i still need time to think k?

finish icf today. had a pretty good talk by andrew barlow...haha..1st time in ages im actually sitting down and listening..compared to other times when i usually am getting up and down. probably its bcuz of the lack of attendance. sth like mofi305 test or sth..

staying up to study mofi?pretty unlikely...althou i should..

sunny day..

wat a nice sunny day it is today =)) finally sun after a few crap days...of no sun and cold southerlies.

plus an interview with a jewellry shop later in the day...finally might get a part time job...=)) not really ready tho....but it can b a preview to tuesday's pwc interview tho. not too sure bout the job yet...but will go there and see how it is and whether i really want to work at a jewellry shop.

but carrie's left early this morning for melbourne..and then after that off to spore to have her interview with NUS. quiet funny really dunno she can get it or not...cuz if she doess....she'll b leaving us...=((

oh well. lots to do this weekend LONG weekend cuz of anzac day as well...which means justine's bday is on monday. so happy bday sis. but yah. preparing for interview, studying for mofi. so many things, so little time.

off to ICF later!!

when i thot all hope is lost

yay..when its all black and theres absolutely no hope...the phone rings and its what ive been waiting for the whole time!!so yah...scored myself an interview with PwC next tues...=)) am happy. still have interviews for the part time job thingys....so yay....finally hopefully getting a job now!!

my amusement

just realised that grace chu had gone to NS. and so did KL last yr. anything else in common?*raises eyebrows*

ok...im just getting really bored.

yearning for....

sititng at home. trying to study. exteremely cold. think brain has frozen together with body. and still sitting in front of the computer with a half blank screen. trying to think of words that i can put down for my assignment. seems like just another lazy break day for me. but not really. im going online. trying to check mail every second. in hopes that PwC will somehow come back to me. but its 6pm. and still no news. feeling a bit sad..disappointed. gutted. rejected. what im really on about is how i'm waiting for this email. but tryng to mask it by studying. with no avail. shall put hopes down in the graves now. cuz nothing is gonna happen. no matter how much i want it. sigh. its not gonna happen. period.

starting another week which i do not want...

new week = long days. plus bloody edwin just made it worse by telling me tat there's a meeting again tmr...which i wasnt too keen on...but alas...not that i have much choice anyway...so yah...managed to get him to push it earlier to 5.30 so hopefully i can get home earlier if we actually start earlier. not much diff as i'll b there anyway wasting my time away.

221 and 223 assignment this week. but stuck on both. so yah. have to mayb ask edwin for help =(( or mayb i'll try it myself??hahaha...will do somemore tonight tho...but dunno how much i can get done at all. PASS as well...still got 7 more weeks!!!!!eekssss...anyway...next monday is a holiday...so might not get any pay...but then if i want the money..i can always have the class on another day right??so i'll just see what i can do about it...whether there is anyone interested in having an extra class or sth on the week...or i just might be lazy and not to anything at all and screw next weeks' 12 dollars. and save me all the effort too...or..just have it on tues when i have commitee meeting..so tat means i'll kill 2 birds with one stone in kelburn next tues...just that i'll have no break on tues...but a break on monday instead. sigh. what to do????

had the palmy OCF ppl over at my hse yday cuz they were having some TSCF training thingy..phil and scott and erin were just so hillarious. oh..and they cooked pancakes for bfast this morning as well ...yummy!!well..till i was a bit late for church...but nevertheless...was great to have some ppl over for a change..

coml test over

coml test is finally over...had it this morning...which was ok..nothing to hard..but then again not expecting anything too high...cuz yah...the last time i did all i got was disapointed in myself *think mofi*

coml test over, thursday over means only one thing = weekend is here!!woopeedoo..love the weekends love sitting ard doing nothing. at all. sign of the procrastinator again

oh yea. did the most smartest thing ever today. ahaha...funny really. cuz chloe forgotten her keys as USUAL...and then i forgot my keys as well for some reason...so yah.both of us were LOCKED out. so yah. had to go all the way to aunty kathys house in the cold *well not exactly cold cold ..but cold enough* so yah..walked all the way there. waited for aunty kathy to come back before we could actually get the keys before walking all the way back again.. thank god for aunty kathy or else we would have to like...call the key ppl to come n open up the house??geez...

oh well.. tmr skillcheck at PWC....=))hope all goes well!

mid autumn hot day

yes yes...its was scorching hot today...a suprise really...cuz its been like cold as the past few days =)) but i suppose not gonna last too long...cuz tmrs forecast is southly winds...brrrr...and plus im gonna be out whole day too...sigh. overall i guess having a hot day at home is better than a cold one anyways...cuz if not i'll b stuck under the covers all day!!

anyway...had a good fruitful day at home today. just sat around..trying to do coml...oh yah..and internet was out the whole day till now...so finally get online..and distracted too..

cooked yummy curry chicken just now...would say its very very good!!hahaa...a bit of cheat here n there tho cuz used the curry paste...but nevertheless...it was good!! hehee...added extra curry powder as well...just to make it more..err...curry-ish. cooked quite a lot too..so another portion tmr!!yay :D

last day of holidays =((

its the last day of holidays...and sighh...im feeling stress already. thinking of all the things that i have to do...and still havnt done yet. so many things on this week too..

list of things to do (that i can remember now)
1) plan for PASS group tmr
2) talk to janice for worship coordinating at ICF
3) figure out what to do with this Friday's ICF meeting since now the video thingy is off..
4) study for COML
5) catch up with work im behind with
6) do assignment for 223
7) prepare for insight evening and skillcheck with PWC.
8) cant remember anymore....too many

sigh...long week ahead...need inspiration and sleep..and help. no need anything else to stress me now...or else..

few more days of holidays...ONLY!!

been out almost all holidays...hanvt been doing too much of study...but tats ok..will catch up soon...jsut that mayb i'll feel guilty once i start back sch and realise that im been wasting my entire holidays away!!

anyway...carrie came over and we made sushi today..n then watched honey as well...its a really good dance movie =))lurve it...so much better than save the last dance!!sushi was great and we had bubble tea as well!!!carrie has heaps of food....so yumm..

deciding whether to go on sat or not..dave's bbq at the pool or sth like that...and then ihave to decide what im doing tmr and the next day too....i guess some study will b really good...

lots of juicy gossip going ard icf these days...but not gonna say too much =X

i love the holidays.....