I'M AT THE CHANGI AIRPORT NOW!!!! wheee...almost home already. just need to wait another freaking 3 hours till i can actually get on the plane.=(
yay....when i arrive back in nother 3 hours from now i'm gonna eat!!!that is the 1st thing that i'm gonna do. no doubt!!!

ohyea...staying my past few days at the dunn's. they're really lovely ppl. and i get nice food. someone like my mum...makes me miss mummy sooo much. anyway...3 more hours only!!!and after eating...i wanna go shopping..times square...then the last thing on my mind now actually is sleep. i'm just too excited. *note to self* camp briefing this sunday....

anyway....almost home. i really miss you. but 2 whole weeks without any communication whatsoever at all makes me realise how much i miss u still. i really hope u feel the same way too. oh well. u can come over 2 my house later. really really wanna have a long long long chat wit ya....ok...better go now...been hogging the free net for sometime already. but....nah....dun c anyone waiting 4 the net. so...back 2 surfing nothing!!!what i alwiz DO anyway.

stupid bitch was soo idiotic. so now yea. in other ppl's house. but only 3 more days to go. how idoitic can she get???anyway, less net 4 me. i actually think it's good tho. so when i get back 2 msia the withdrawal symptomes wun b that bad. so yea. if no mails u know y k???

home at last. geez it was quite a day really. eco was ok...at least better than calc n physics. anyway, after eco went to the library 2 meet aizell then went for lunch. after such a long time we finally decided 2 go 4 nando's n then guess what. i was so busy eating lost track of time and was late 2 the train station so missed the train. so missed my tap class. dunno y i was soo stupid and still went for tap dun ask me y. took the bus 2 jville and then the next bus 2 tawa. summore stupid bus had a price hike. just great. even more waste of my money. then after that thot i'll take the bus back 2 jville but then i dun arrive so i decided 2 take the train instead cuz i'll miss the transfer anyway. so yea. got to the train. saw aunty faridah there. asked me whether i wanna highlight my hair again. told her i'll think bout it 1st but then she's charging me 30 bucks only. so it's pretty worth it. anyway..still thinking bout it now. so i actually might get it done b4 i go back. depends. anyway..so got 2 town n then realised the bus only comes later. so went to look around it the shops. but now i'm so tired already. and din buy anything at all. so yea. i feel like getting the jjs skirt still. i feel like getting a lot of stuff!!!oh well. can't spend all my money tho.

actually i'm starting 2 pack up some of my stuff already. can't pack too much tho. still have chem 2 study for. so dun think i'll actually start packing my clothes yet. just my books and some stuff here n there.

i think i'll actually miss goin 2 the library. it has bcome like my 2nd home already. goin there EVERY SINGLE DAY (cept 4 sundays) 2 study. well...even fond of my place at the 1st floor. all of us there, haireen, tammi. aizell sometimes, cheryl, amelia these past few days as well, m other occasional ppl as well. miss looking at amusing ppl as well when i'm so tired of studying.

anyway...now i'm just so sad that i'm goin back tis thursday. should have booked a later flight. at least like the 1st week of dec or sth. so at least i can go 4 the coll ball and our leavers supper. and c the school mad. and have more time. anyway...goin back is good as well i guess. camp. and stuff. but really at this moment i'm not all that excited bout goin back so soon. still wanna stay here for only 4 more extra days....or izzit 6???anyway...same thing.

ok...i really need a rest. some good sleep. so tired. so worn out. and still one more paper. i'm really curious 2 know how did i manage last year????or mayb i'm just like super lazy now. or just too old already. and lack of concentration.

internet's been on whole night. just got up. actually got up a few times in the night. the alarm keep ringing cuz i SUPPOSE 2 b waking up and then i keep putting the alarm back on for the next hour and promising myself that i'll actually get up. it's now 7 sth i and JUST got up. no studying done at all yet. i'm just gonna die 4 eco.

all the windows were popping up when i got up. din know so many ppl actually come on9 when i'm sleeping. saw some ppl on9 when i got up halfway 2 change my alarm clock as well. was just plenty of message boxes 4 me. yea...i'm not studying as the status said. i was SLEEPING!!! so yea. i'm just a lazy pig whose not studying but says she is.

just realised as well that ive been doin so much on macroeco that i forgot 2 study for microeco part. die!! anyway...gonna start this very second and then prolly study on the bus as well!!!

omg...i'm so tired at the moment. feel like sleeping already. my eyes are just drooping down already. and YES it's eco 2molo and I"M NOT READY yet. just great. i think i'm gonna sleep now. and wake up like 4am 2 study mayb???hopefully i can get up.

still hate microeconomics. dun get it AT ALL. just sucks. can someone tell me the difference between monetary policy n fiscal policy???ugh. still dun get it. *yawns* i really desreately need some sleep.

yay!!!idol's all over now and GUY WON!!!hurrah!!!just as i expected him to. but what is it with shannon's votes surpassing guy's thru the week???he's not even half as good as guy. anyway...the grand finale was uh..GRAND!!!too bad i dun have a VCR if not i'll actually tape it n watch it all over again. dun mind that at all. they had all the finalists singing again..go millsy and matt!!yeah. the other cool part is when they sand a medley of aussie songs. awesome!!! i LOVE aussie idol. they're such good singers. anyway..it's all over now. so i actually dun have a favourite show anymore since i'm so not a fan of survivor anymore. and there's no other decent show around. what happen 2 all the nice shows that there was last time like roswell, dawson's creek and etc etc etc which all SUCK BIG TIME now..=(

gonna have 2 study in a few minutes. not suppose 2 b blogging anyway. anyway...yea..aussie idol is on in half an hour's time that's y suppose 2 finish my physics now cuz apparently aussie idols gonna end at midnight, hope i can wake up 2molo. if not i'm just gonna b soo screwed 4 my physics.

omg. saw 2 HG's in the library 2day. fm coll. anyway, one of them was the one i was yesterday who was talking to tammi. got his name now tho. kelvin wong. geez what's wrong wit me or rather the ppl whose's surnames are wong. just guys i mean. some kinda hot genes in them or sth. anyway...HG#2-cute- who tammi forgot his name..haha. yea. much better guy. at least studying unlike ppl like me. ahem. saw so many ppl like the romeo whose stalking haireen or sth who claims he's like 26 and lollipop guy and dinosaur as well!!!haha..just watching ppl sometimes is soo amusing.

ok...gtg. physics 2molo and then aussie idol now in 20 mintes.

ohyea. aunty kathy invited me over 4 dinner nxt mon!!!had nasi lemak wit aunty faridah last sat...gonna have more n more food!!yummy!!!

friendster is so SLow. just trying 2 check up on someone and it's just taking me FOREVER. go get a bigger server or sth. but it still rocks!

was just so gross just now. they just had 2 not clear the hair in the shower. hello?this is like YOUR toilet. and the hairs hasnt been cleared like since march when i picked the hair out???and made me TOTALLy grossed out??? i told u already. dun make me tell u again. ok??please i tell u...gross like mad.

anyway..calc is 2molo means the bulk of my exams are all comin up too. and i'm sooo not ready yet. just go n fail everything. calc is like 2molo and i still havnt finish everything yet. too bad i guess. i just lazy shit. get bad results and serve me right. and that reminds me y am i still on9?? just gonna b stuck in the exam 2molo

and they just have 2 show idol 2molo night as well. GO GUY!!! anyway..they're like showing it LIVE (for once) and it's the day B4 my physics. not like i have enough time 4 physics but then i have eco the following day. just great. but then again i wanna watch cuz it's like the GRAND FINALE. stupid. when they wanna have stuff live they JUST HAVE 2 DO IT DURING MY EXAMS. STUPID PLACE. oh well. just have 2 study harder during the day then and STOP COMPLAINING.

oh yea..library IS full of weird ppl..did i mentioned that b4??anyway..SUPPOSE 2 b studying ended up watching ppl here there and everywhere n NOT Actualoy getting work done. so yea. was being kiasu this morning. had 2 go n get then calc 2002 paper b4 anyone did. so then these 3 guys fm coll was just behind wanting 2 get chinese papers or sth. was even planning 2 get one yr per person sorta stuff. anyway...realise that i took the calc paper and then was like she's got it SO LOUDLY. anyway...turned out that they were the guys sitting behing us while waiting 4 the libraray 2 open. and geez..one of the guys was cute as. andway, think he was wearing his leavers jersey which had a stupid as nickname on it. anyway...still hot and cute as!!anyway...apart fm that there is freaking ppl like romeo or sth. who gave haireen his number. but he like looks 40 or 50 mayb??lol. anyway yea..was sitting like the next table beside me and listening 2 everythign cheryl and haireen were talking about??anyway....they were just talking loud as till when i shifted like 10 tables away i still could here clearly what they were talking about. so yea. it's still a library nonetheless.

9 more days till i get back!!

got my leavers' hoodie 2day. is actually pretty nice!!!thot it wun look that nice in the pic but then decided against it since i ALWAYS want what i dun have...so decided to get it if not i'll just regret later..and now...no REGRETS!!!so yea..went to sch 2day 2 pick it up on my way to the lib. actually my library trip was fruitful in like the 1st 2 hours tho. did a whole 2001 physics paper. wanted to do calc but then the stupid paper was lent out so gonna try 2 get it 2molo. or else.

was freakin cold 2day. chilly southerlies. and i had 2 walk fm the railway station to ballet and the whole way back again..then wait 4 the bus. freaking cold. and plus i had an extra jersey wit me. or else i might have freezed like mad. feels so like winter. stupid weather. what happen 2 my nice spring/ summer??

yea..2molo i'm not gonna sit wit haireen anymore. or else there wun b any work getting done at all. gonna sit wit tammi. since she gets work done by sitting by herself. need 2 learn fm good examples!!!

I'M OFFICALLY SICK OF STUDYING.

there u go. too much of a break between exams is NOT good at all. i'm so sick of studying yet i know when this week comes i will NOT have enough time 2 study 4 of my subjects. but for now...i just can't study anymore. tired. and worn out too. i wanna go home as well. omg..i sound so whinny. but i hate whinny ppl. what am i crapping about here?
i just suck now.

anyway...ppl upstair r having a bible study and they cant shut up and keep quiet. distracting me only. plus i dun really care what they do anyway. can just go n die. all of them. geez..so sound so mean now. i think i better stop.

anyway..shana's outta here 2molo. goin back 2 spore. so yea. less one person in the house. not that i'm complaining. 10 more days for me than i'm outta here for GOOD. thank god for that.
and yea...i'm on my floor now. decided 2 shift the com down so i wun get distracted and some stupid idiot is like jumping on the floor and all i get is some stupid vibrations. damn it. stop jumping. anyway with the com on the floor is not much diffference as i'm like sitting on the floor now typing THIS. so yea. help me study will ya???

just realised havnt wrote anyting in ages. -exgerarati0on-
anyway..stupid msn is down. so boring nothing to do. only on icq...thank goodness i still have a back up in case msn goes crazy..like now.

anyway...these few days have been soo library days. library early in the morning...only come home taking the last bus. but do work.???noOoo..just ended talking the WHOLE day. so porductive. and the reason going to the library??not gonna say anymore. plus there's like tons of freaky ppl in the library too. not gonna elaborate. ohyea..got to the library so early just b4 it opens. was waiting for the guy to open the door. so kiasu. must get the best seat. must get good seat. so must go early. and somehow so many ppl were actually waiting 4 the door to b open and was like rushing 2 find places when the door actually opened. geez. well i'm one of them as well. but not running. that's just dumb.

anyway...accounting on wednesday was alrite. at least all the stuff that supposed to be balanced were balanced. and the others???well..those i have absolutely no idea whether they're rite or wrong. but..it's all OVER!!

still have 4 more to go. 3 next week all in a row then chem on mon *crazzzy* no time to study already.

oh yea..went to satay kajang 4 lunch 2day. the clay pot mee was soo good thanks to haireen's reconmendation. yum. was so full after that. plus had 2 go 4 tap after that. but now i so want nasi lemak already. might go 2molo if i'm goin 2 the library again!!anyway, while we were there they were just playing the same stupid song over and over again. whole time when we stepped in till we finished paying. then haireen decided to ask the girl. went sth like this..
haireen: this same song is playing over and over again
girl: i dunno. just pressed the button
haireen: u played it so many times till.....(sth cant remember already)
me: *rolling eyes there*

still looking for ppl on friendster...y is there so little of my friends on friendster????come on ppl...where r u all?????????

omg...my computer just knocked out at me just now and like all my programs were sooo wiped out. got me freaked out for a second. i was like *&%&^$^%*(( at the com already.
thank goodness for windows :D!! and i absolutely lurve microsoft at this moment of time for creating system restore. thank goodness 4 me that i remembered it too. if not ...i'll like cry!!!my com is like part of me already. dunno what i'll do without it at all!!

so now...my com is officially running smooth n steady again!!yay!

was off to the library again 2day. would have been a great day if not thanks to the bitch again. was nice and sunny. perfect weather. did some studying at the library as well. not much. but better than none. anyway, had a nice walk home fm jville thanx to the great weather. just some bitch had 2 spoil my nice day. not goin into details. not gonna talk bout it.

oh well. can't wait till i arrive home. even my dad seems better 1000 times in conparison. note to self: this is time i learnt that my dad is actually really really good and i shouldnt treat him badly and scold him for every single little thing he does. cuz there are other ppl out there who are such bitches. this is one of my lessons i learnt this year i guess. appreciate my dad. another reminder 2 self: get him a nice present. even tho he doesnt send any mails anymore. i guess just these times like this u really appreciate how good is ur family. even tho sometimes it'll b just something short of a screaming match or sth.

19 more days till i go home
3 days till accounting exam
35 days till i go to US!!(or about 35 days)
havnt really got excited bout the US trip yet. prolly most bcoz of the lack of time i'm spending in msia and the heap of things i have 2 get done while i'm back. but anyhow..still looking forward to any trip overseas nevertheless. i just lurvve travelling. but i'll miss xmas n new year in msia. sulk.

went to the library 2day. got one whole paper of accouting done b4 heading off for tap later at 2. soo many ppl fm school were at the library as well. a whole row of us were at the top floor. when i arrived there were kim, channy and thanu and then along came others like amy, sylvie and michelle. plus losta of other ppl who came as well. like half of the 7th form was there. like our new school hang out or sth. geez. can't they stay at home??i know i can't thanks 2 u again. 2day like i can't even watch tv cuz u wanna study. how bout when i wanna study? u can like happily watch ur program but i can't. thinking bout urself yet again. why am i not suprised anyway. so here i am super bored, trying do my work but i'm obviously online again. doing nothing. playing pinball as well. how fruitful.

2day was our last day of school EVER!!!omg...that means no more school for me too!!off i go to uni..but wait..i still have bursaries to sit FIRST.

anyway..2day was a sad day. as the realisation sunk in that it IS the last day of school. seems like not long ago that i just arrived in NZ, in WGC, with all the new students having some stupid orientation. but at least there's where i met charlie and elsa!!!there were other gals as well..but anyhow. SO every period was our LAST of each subject cept for phy which was yesterday. miss sure miss fernando n mr morar. actually i was glad that i wun c anymore of burns anymore after 2day..but still it's actually pretty sad how i wun ever step into G6 aka the dreaded classroom anymore! only one period that i din feel nostalgic at all was for FORM TIME. geez..that's like the most boring part of weds to fri when we have form time. nothing 2 do cept to listen 4 notices.
then we had our final assembly. nothing much cept that i realised that i have 3 certs to collect! one for peer tutoring, publications and one more for the share market game. din get any certs at all for achivement in my studies =( haha..not that i want any..but still it'll b nice to get one merit cert or sth. bottom line - i SUCK and am TOO LAZY to get one anyway.
anyway, the only part that made me go awww was after macky's speech!!then we had to collect our 'examination packs'. duh.

still din take enough photos yet i reakon. gonna take more when i go back 2 take my exams!!photo taking instead of studying! went to celebrate the last day of sch by goin 2 the movies after our final assembly. watched matrix revolutions 2day!!the day of the premier! haha..i guess it's just bcuz i have HARD out frens!!lol. anyway at 1st i kinda forgot the story fm the 2nd one. by the time i actually remembered..the story ot too complex again. so much thinking just for one movie. *dazed* discussed the movie after we got out till i missed the bus. lucky for bex she had almost everything sussed out. if not i still wun get the movie. anyway, got this lovely milkshake fm copenhagen till i got soo full couldnt even eat my dinner when i came back. and i walked home fm jville too. like 25 minutes walk.

sheesh..can someone b even more calculative than that??anyway..like i said if someone wants to get calculative on me i can get calculative as well. as if I would run away with ur money. geez.

off to the lib 2molo! then to tap at 2.45 then prolly head home 2 get more work done.

omg.. just registered to friendster. it's such a great program. it links all my frens to their frens to their fren's frens if u know what i mean!!anyway...so now i'm just adding ppl...all fm bbgs so far...and geez...just have 2 try it!!!

woke up 2day with a startle and after putting my contact lens on and just delaying everything, i realised it was..9.50. geez. missed church again 4 the 2nd week in a row. feeling a bit guilty now at the moment. but too bad then...

the weather 2day is just CRAP. raining plus super windy. so yea...can't go 2 the library either. not like it's open 4 a long time tho. 1pm to 4pm. 3 hours only. what kinda public library is that??wellington library i guess..

the quiz results i took. i think it's pretty ciao how things are goin on and the results i got. errr...



LOVE QUIZ - Can Your Love Go The Distance?

Maybe a little spring training is in order . . .

Your score is 23 out of 30



It sounds like you two could really be on to something big — or not. Ugh, it sucks, right? You don't know whether or not this is something to build up or steer clear of, because you just haven't hit that comfort level with him yet, even though you've got a serious infatuation. Learn to build communication and your own individual interests by giving it a trial run when one person moves away. Be honest with each other, and make sure you both realize that it might not work and you might have to suffer an over-the-phone breakup in a month. Until then, test the waters and see how comfortable you both are with the jealousy level (what, he's speaking to another female when you're not there?!) and the annoyances of trying to get important feelings across in e-mail. If it looks like it's going to be a lot of stress and little payoff, don't hesitate to leave things at "just friends."

i'm off to the library later. sunny but windy day tho. if not i could have gone to the beach. well..mayb pop by the beach and eat lunch there.
anyway..life sucks this few days with someone getting mental for no apparent reason. and just bitching about me to EVERYONE. and she calls herself a christian. how hypocritical. and still wanna comment that i dun go to church. at least i dun o to church but i still have more MORALS then her. anyway, i'm not her maid. so forget it.
anyway, good luck jax for ur exam!!wanted to call u on thurs but this kinda ppl just made me distracted. mental ppl. anyway, gtg now.
library here i come!!!

4 more days of school.
9 more days till 1st exam
27 days till i go home
28 days till i ARRIVE home