reflections

are you supposed to remember every single thing u learn in uni?? or at least remember the basic concepts?? what happens if you cant? arent you suppose to relearn it on the job next time anyway??

what is uni anyway....to broaden your thinking and to make you learn new stuff. after years, recall what u learned back in uni. farrrr...i cant even remember what i learnt in secondary sch...not to mention if i remembered anything last year. or this trimester as a matter of fact

and this is gonna haunt me for a long time now. i big time screwed up my interview cuz i cant remember anything.

damn.

all is not in vain

finally....me sleeping at 3am last thurday writing all kinds of crap for my internship is not in vain

i got a reply from EY....!!! :D:D the one that took me ages, which i was abt to give up and forget abt. now im glad i persevered :D

woohooooo

and its none other than...

THE WEATHER

its only the beginning of autumn and im starting to feel like its already mid winter. gosh the weather sucks

last tuesday i was soaked in rain water for half the day

yesterday i was freezing cuz it suddenly decided to rain on a nice sunny day

and even in KL its making havoc... ruining even large trees. GOSH

im still hoping for a nice winter. cuz mayb now i cant even run to malaysia anymore.

oh well. im praying for nice weather tmr

uni life is good after all

just been browsing thru my planner...and i realised that this trimester is relatively stress-free.
the only weeks that supposed to be stressed are week 6 (one test, one assignment), week 7 - right after the easter holidays which menas not really an easter break for me (2 tests, one assignment)

the rest of the weeks really are pretty sweet with just one or two assignments due. if im lucky some weeks there's nothing due at all.

sweet

but somehow there's still heaps to study and i cant slack off like 1st year. but there's still room to do that. well, until exams that is. all my papers have exams and they are really really really HEAVILY weighted.

at least i have another 6 weeks or so to slack off.... :P

interships

yeahhhhh...i knowww...its the time of the year again...

but after a longggg nighttttt

IM DONEEEEEEE

*now i just have to pray that i'll get one and my effort will not be in vain

i feel old

suddenly i feel old. im not the youngest in icf anymore but then there's heaps of ppl younger than me. suddenly i feel that im so ancient. hmm.. but the only thing is that i don't when i hang with the same people. but trying to meet new people who come in and suddenly i realised that perhaps i have grown so much over a few years and i was once like those people.

funny what uni does to you

makes you really set for life. changes your goals. you learn so much more in a short span of time. and maybe you do learn more than what is just presented in front of you. indirect learning perhaps?

so does that mean that im moving on? and does everything move on or can i leave some things ceteris paribus?

thoughts: age is such a relative thing

the world is a small place

well...omg...just one catch up with a good old friend can bring back lots of memories and connections too. so many things since we parted has happened and yet we can all go back and still be able to relate like it was just yesterday that we hung out in the canteen back in high school and was sharing our live stories. and even now, few years down the track, we can still share abt stuff that is going on in our lives and still be able to connect at the same point.

however, most weird point is that how we meet people and how people in such a big world can be connected in the easiest way possible back to you! i mean, of course there's like friendster and you suddenly realise how someone u know knew someone else whom you din know they know....or same goes with like 2rd person or 3rd person connections that you never knew it existed...but then...people meeting in totally different contexts outside wherever they are and you meet some other people who knows that person...man.. you realise the world is such a small place after all!! (in a world of some billion people)

on a side note, just found out today that my past 'next door neighbour' aka the person who used to sit next to me in class back in the day in secondary school was one of the miss malaysia 2005 finalist!!!so i happily went to the 2005 finalist page on the website and i spotted her straight away!!! hehehehe.. not that it was really a suprise anyway cuz since we were at school we always had commented on her height and poise and beauty too =)) she was all nice and modest about it and out of the blue moon i see her in a pagent!!! she wasnt like some other girls i knew i sch who were like super vain and somehow u know that they will kinda go into these kinda things one day...

oh well..those were the good ol' days

back to my nonsensical ramblings

i reakon i dun really have anything intellectual to blog about..EVER. it seems that most people blog abt stuff...and make it sound something vaguely interesting that other people would wanna read about.
my point here i guess is that mine isnt. its like how i talk. just empty talk and lots of complains. i guess at the end of the day tts how i vent my frustrations to my dearest anyway.

anyway, other things aside, life has pretty much settled down - post summer - is what i would call it. when everything goes back into routine and the usual is just the usual and i can no more afford to laze around for hours on end and stare into space!

those aside, my job as the PASS supervisor is awesome. at first i thot it'll just be good for my CV rahrah...but then the job is actually pretty good. i get paid for emailing ppl, meeting up with ppl and talking to people. pretty much what i do everyday anyway, just now with a purpose and money =))

classes this year are getting real hard out. way too much readings and work compared to last year, or at least thats how i feel. or mayb im just lazy after summer. whatever it is, im contemplating on dropping mofi at the moment, its getting too complicated, and im not even sure i like it anymore. so would have to find out a few stuff before that, and get myself sorted.

flatmate matters are getting sorted too. just got myself a new flattie over last weekend. and its working out pretty sweet so far...so yay. no more lonely me.

so everything is just taking place now. just that now i wonder when am I gonna get my job....*or am i gonna give it a rest and concentrate on studies..hmmm*

stupid tuts

my timetable for this sem..is welll..super ugly. all my tuts are super sporadic everywhere and i have stupid times that i hav to attend the tuts....

i guess it might be a good thing to make me stay in uni and study...but somehow i like short days............

its really dumb when u hav so little choice..

my 20th bday

i knw this post is like one whole week plus overdue...but then turning twenty marks the end of teenage rebellionhood...and..suddenly i feel old. like im senior to so many things. gone were the days when i was a happy young girl...whose most likely the youngest in this n that. now comes when i SUPPOSED to be wiser and more matured. somehow i feel like a small girl still tho.

anyway putting that aside, i still dun hav all my photos...plus yesterday when i wanted to put some photos up blogger was having some probs. oh well..here is it now..

my bday present fm jax...
which came with the suprise courier of a bundle of...




my bday pressie that came all the way fm malaysia...fm my family :DD thanks to ching who brought it for me...=)) and my lovely family...just knew what i wanted..


my bday dinner at ghengis khan with the icfers last saturday..was really nice that everyone could come despite 10000 things happening over this weekend. was my 1st time at this place and i reakon its pretty cool how they did their bbq n all that. just that im not clever enough to mix the right amount of sauces to make it tasty enough...



had another dinner with my commerce people the previous week at oriental thai...sorry no pics yet. will try to get them fm alex, cuz that day i was at the drag netting thing and was running super late for my own bday dinner...so the pics will come soon...hopefully when i remember. anyway, the food was good...nice n spicyyy

all my bday pressies fm my dearest lovely friends..