what a day today. went for the early 9am lecture today cuz decided not gonna wait till 3 for econ lecture since i dun have accy tut anymore. so yah am home now just finished reading sailient. such a dumb uni mag i think but oh well..quiet interesting to read ppls letters sometimes. such dumb arsess with nothing better to do but to pick on ppls letters and fight bout it. stupid ppl.

haha. so anyway yah. the non acdemic staff at uni today were on strike. quiet interesting really cuz when i arrived uni this morning there was a whole heap of ppl crowding outside the library cuz the library wasnt open yet. so figured the library staff was on strike cuz i heard it on the news sth like the din get the pay rise like the academic staff who got a 4% pay rise or sth like that so they were all on strike. anyway. in the end like most of the student services stuff were closed or opened late like the library. anyway...din really affect me at all tho. mayb even there actually were some benefits like finally getting a free sausage sizzle when they have the free ones. cuz somehow everytime they have the free sausage sizzle i miss out like they finish selling it or the queues are absurbly long. so yah. one whole trimester and i got my 1st free sausage sizzle.

oh yea. so funny today. cuz this yuen and steven did sth erm...basically taking stuff that was just left sitting around somewhere. anyway. got a free bottle of juice from that anyway cuz they like stole(???) a whole box of juice???haha..yea remember not to leaave food stuff in the hallways then it wun happen anyway.

fcom test this saturday morning. am not ready at all for it yet and so dunno how to study for it either. so yah. anyway. already passed fcom with 60% so whatever ler..just hope some easy question will b out so i know how to answer!!

anyway...its such a cold day today. was superly cold with southerlies this morning. plus when i got up it was raining/mini hailing. with traffic jam all the way to uni this morning. ugh. so yuck weather. feels sooo wintery...althou winter;s like starting tmr already. but brrr....the cold southerlies is just......freezing!!!thank goodness i have this thing called my lover jacket to keep me warm....:DD

am sleeping and lazing around at home cuz yea...as u guessed...din get the job. was so bodoh. called them again yesterday morning and they were like oh ...have to wait for a lady to come to the office. so yea...waited and waited for them to call me back. in the end i called them again and yea. they already had enough ppl. wasted my money only cuz it was a cell phone call. so bodoh.

anyway..will b off to will's party later. din go and watch anna of green gables at kia maia today cuz decided i needed some time to rest and catch up with my fcom readings. but yea. havnt done much yet!!!!

oh well..going to get ready now!!!and do up my hair for the party!!

went to go look for a job today. might actually be getting a job for this weekend only. not too sure yet. still have to call up the employer tmr. if i really get the job am gonna b pretty busy this weekend as it is like 7 hours sat/ sun. so yah. then there's will's bday party on sat. church on sun. and icf tmr. will go down to uni earlier tmr i think. will go for aerobics again and then after that will have to go down to town to look for a westpac bank somewhere to pay that stupid speeding ticket. so yea. then after that might either go over to esther's or to the lib to get some fcom reading done as fcom test is next saturday already. so better start studying althou i dun really have to as i already have passed the course with a C i think. not too sure whether it's a C or B- but whatever....want to get more marks but the test seems pretty hard...and yea.lotsa readings to do. but anyhow will have to start somewhere aye. anyway...now after this will b working on my quan assignment so i can hand it in tmr. yea..then will start on some readings for accy and stuff. will actually have to start going hard out study soon. cuz exams not too far away anymore. but yea..still have time here and there. no rush cept for fcom now. so yea. normal long day at uni today usual usual. haih. no new excitements or new ppl. a bit the boring already. and somehow ended up sleeping in fcom again today. sheesh. the new lecturer was so boring today. and bascially what she was teaching about was like....general knowledge???well...am off to do quan assignment now. have to finish it tonight. am going to. not gonna waste my time or another night doing absolutely nothing at all.

all i wanted was some conforting words. to make me feel better. but then. all i wanted was some reassurance or sth. mayb telling u how i felt wasnt exactly the smartest thing to do. but y do i feel even worse now???

just came back fm woolworths. got home and realised tat i missed a txt fm chloe asking to buy carpet stain remover. how dumb cuz i just got home and she spilled some ink or sth. anyway...am gonna have my afternoon nap soon. was like letargic all day. mayb cuz woke up at 5am and couldnt go back to sleep till like 6++ and when i actually was asleep already the alarm clock had to go off???shessh..no rest. oh well. whatever. plus that boring old man just had to put me to sleep again in the lecture???dun even know what he's going on about in the 1st place. what did he teach me today???Errr...i dunno. have to go read the textbook myself again. like i have been doing the past week. like the other lecturer so much better anyway.

oh well. tried talking to u. but like no response?? or more like i actually wanted a more enthusiactic response. but should expect too much aye. oh well. dunno. why is it like this. dunno. i just dunno anymore. i dunno what to say or what to tell u. sighs. dunno. just feeling a bit confused now.

just realised y i like my new layout so much. cuz its white and blue!!!my new colour craze. just funny how long it took me to realise that they were my favourite colours i used. must b my brain doing it subcoinsiously or sth aye???

had a pretty choatic morning. was actually daarn funny when i think of it now. anyway. what happen was that chloe suppose to print out her assignment to hand in today. well anyway, couldnt wake up at first..which i finally did in the end. and then after that was like super hurrying and then suddenly heard chloe asked me for sth which i couldnt make out. anyway...basically she was stressing out cuz she couldnt print her assignment out. anyway. so i lended her my floppy disk drive so she could save it in the disk and print it out at uni. yea. then suddenly i remembered she could print it out at home still using my com cuz her com had some printer configuration prob. so anyway....were super rushing and my com was so slow as usual....then we started to print out the 1st page and guess hwat??there was no more ink on the printer!!! damn suay man.....was like running super late for class as welll!! anyway..lucky got there in time..phew..

ohyea. accy tut today was so funny as well. this juliet girl can not shut up at all...and in the end we ended up talking bout soap operas and tv shows in out tut. was so funny. and our tutor was equally ermmm *raises eyebrows* at her already. was just so funny. cuz bascially she was talking most of the time. hahhaa....that girl is one funny chick who cant stop talking. brett was like okok...back to accounting. and not home and away. and this girl went on to give her lil synopsis of home and away. haha. so funny. was cracking up the whole time and was giving funny looks to karl. and in the end just ended up the whole class listening to her for like a whole 10 minutes instead in discussing the questions?? haha. anyway, brett is like super slack anyway for a tutor but at least he's a bit fun compared to the other boring tuts i have. too bad no more fun accounting tuts anymore cuz that was our last one.

yay!!just changed my template around. was surfing randomly while waiting for ppl to come on. and there wasnt any particular person comin on9. but instead with the so much time i have i found a new template and changed everything again. but somehow this templete took me ages to complete with so many complications. almost 3 hours!! but its all worth it. and relavant too. like im writing a letter to my special someone. while at the same time counting down the days till he comes back. best of all its the me to U bear. how lovely all this comes together to give such a meaningful layout. love this soo much. =)) makes my work all worth it!

am all at home again. where are they??tsk tsk tsk...always stay out till late and never tell me.. so am i having my own dinner or what??think i might actually go get my own as im hungry hungry already. oh well. then go watch like fear factor by myslef. seems that there's a new season or sth?? might as well go watch. not that i have anything to do at all. just wasted another whole afternoon just sleeping. am such a bum.


anyway....off to go look 4 foood now!!!

was doing some super random surfing on the net..and guess what i found???my face on the front page of this website.....well...basically yea...the site is for wgc theatre something...but yea..kinda exciting to c my pic there suddenly. was soo random..=)) finding my pic on some website without me knowing...hehe..hmmm come to think of it...dun they have to ask my permission b4 putting my face there???*wonders*

got up at 11....and now im sitting around LAZING aaround again. will never stop i think. but oh well. its a saturday nevertheless..


lazy lazy lazy day. am gonna do some vacumming later...as i havnt done it in ages!! later mayb do a bit of my quan work??cuz yesterday was trying to do the assignment and i couldnt do any at all!! took me ages to finish till i was almost late to cell group cuz had to take a shower after finishing all the gardening work that i had to finish!!so yah. came home early yesterday as chloe needed to do her assignment. so some icfers came over to play mahjong and cards as well. omg cant tahan man...they all play soo fast. so just gave up and left them to play alone and went on to play cards instead!! lucky now kyle has got a car so he can bring ppl back to the city later.


so yah. am gonna do something friutful today *crosses fingers*

aiy....am so down now...just got my first saman aye. apparently i was speeding down the gorge on some fine sunday morning. ish. what a day. din expect to get a saman at all. what a blow to me...=(((
well..got it when uncle andy came over to fix my lights which were spoit. thot what kinda mail izzit fm my mum. ugh..actually a saman for me...plus its like freaking 80 bucks?? no more eating like for a week for me???erbs....cant believe i actually was over the speed limit...worse still....din even realise that there's a speed camera there.....*whines*


plus...got another warning fm vuwsa for not displaying my parking permit. how blur can i get???just the next day i guess my car will actually b missing cuz i forgotten to put my permit up???gonna stick it to my window so i wun b blur anymore..or else my car will actually get towed away aye. so yah. again get a warning..and this is like the how many times i forgot to put the permit up???ish... *hits self* that day had to run all the way to my park just to put up the permit as ifhave not enough exercise like that. sheesh..


am just feeling disappointed with myself right now. am so lazy nowadays....so blur...so not myself....
even thinking of changing my major now....like im just not sure what to do anymore at all...sighss...like if i wanna change to not do accounting anymore??i just dunno anymore...sighsss....

am actualy so tired now and its only like 2++ in the afternoon. and to think that i got up at 8.30 means i only have been awake for a few hours so far?? anyway....got up and it was a nice sunny day for once after like ages i havnt seen the sun at all..its actually so good to see the sun. so the happy happy me went to wash my car. yea. wash car but the water outside was super freezing still....anyway...washed my car since i havnt done that in ages and its really really kinda dirty...so then after that got super annoyed with all the lalang and stuff outside to decided to do some gardening...yea..cuz james come and only mows the lawn and still there is like plants all messed up and stuff...so did some gardening...till now still not finished yet tho' had 3 full bags of grass and shit but still not done...have like another half to do....but was really tired cuz was outside doing all the stuff for like 3+++ hours....and was kinda beat. and hungry too...so decided to whip myself up a lovely meal. was one of my most wonderful lunches that i cook myself aye. had steak....potato mashies and corn!!!was yummy yummy!!!and then after that had my shower...and here am i back at the com. funny actually how i spend less time on the com now tat its a bit crazy....hahah..mayb its good too...and let me get over my net addiction and actually do something fruitful!!! but then again when i think of it...all the car washing...gardening...is all back to the same point. to avoid doing my work..agggghhh..

am just hard out slack...or a very good procrastinator....either one...but anyway..i know i actually need to catch up with work...alhwou how much i wanna stay slack and not do anything at all....am very very lazy and i have absolutely no inspiration to do any work whatsoever now..

aih...finally at home =)) and relaxing without all the choas. chloe and chai ling had jsut came back so i had the evening to myself. actually nice to have peace and quiet sometimes aye. anyway. yea. just folded all the clothes...put the rubbish out and washed the dishes. did a considerable amount of housework while watching american idol and nz idol thing. yea. nice nice..


anyway..this morning went to city church then was off to kevin, will and greg's flat warming. had a good time eating losta meat and playing mafia there!!!hehe...was a bit too loud again but oh well.. having fun!!


am going to the earlier lecture tmr cuz i think i really need a change of lecturer for eco cuz im like really not listening and bored in eco till i have nicely doodled pages in my notes already..so b going for the 9am class. will b able to come back early as well...cuz no accy tut tmr...so yay!!!b home like 2++ if i come home straight fm uni!!!!


anyway..just realised that i havent studied at all since the school holidays at all. been really busy hanging out and stuff....i guess now i have to start studying more during the weekdays if i wanna hang out so much during the weekend aye....and now..sleep early to b able to wake up early tmr???

FINALLY got my com on!!!hehehe...the screen was going blank the whole day and it was utterly ANNOYING. i think i actually switch my com on like 8 times fully and it keep getting the blank screen thing at me after like 5 minutes. was really annoying as i had to pass up my assingmnet..and it keep getting blank. was soo pissed i actually wanted to conclude that my com is spoilt!!!!hehe...but somehow its working alright now...so im gonna make the best use of it while its still not cookoo...!!!hehe


anyway. saw u on9 like a minute ago. was gonna sort out my antivirus thing 1st b4 i was gonna talk 2 u...but u disappeared...=(( i really wanna talk 2 u u know....hmm..where did u go???dun wanna talk to me mayb??but yea...was really gonna talk 2 u when the com finished scanning...dun wanna do anything to make my com go blank screen on me again...cuz its really really really annoying. took me all day to make it ok...hmm...actually i dun really know what's its problem but its ok now ..so yea..


lemme c...friday slept in...its really nice to do so..and then after that did some laundry and stuff b4 going down to meet esther and carrie...b4 that went to uni for a while to hand in the quan assignment and then enrol for sjs. so now i can look for a job already for sjs..and get some money to tour!!!yay...and buy stuffs tooo!!!but need money money first...so 1st step done already...so now i only can like look for once off jobs now...cuz if not i'll actually have to prepare a CV 1st...and im still stuck on mine...so yea...a temp job will b pretty cool as well as no commitments needed!!!


so after that went over to esther's and sat there and just talked for almost the whole afternoon till cell group. in cell group we had a guest speaker from elim. was really nice to listen to what she had gone thru..pretty amazing!!! so after that was icf!!was playing keyboard and hmm...let me just say that it could b better!!! anyway...right b4 the worship i was like super hurrying around cuz we were like totally disorganised and there wasnt even all the transparencies there...so yea...had to like write up the songs..in my handwriting...which isnt that nice!!!the rest were all MIA or busy doin sth else..so yea..was ME.


after icf rushed down to readings to get tics for troy. was a really nice movie tho!!!with brat pitt and orlando bloom.!!brat pitt was wayyy nicer to look at...compared to orlando bloom who was much more of a...wimp???heheh....anyway...the whole movie overall was much more better that i expected...and its actually nice!!!
came home like almost 2...and made my dear unhappy as well.


anyway....so yea...today was pretty a lazy day. woke up like super late and just lazing around not doing any work at all for the whole day. by the time i actually got up to clean up was already like 3++ after carrie came around to get her stuffs. then after that was trying to make this com work...which took me ages..till i got fed up. so in the end went to aunty kathys house to get some wee help and to get some oil to oil the door of my car so it'll stop squeaking!!!then after that went to woolworths for a while to get shampoo and milk!!!


came home and ate some nice chi kut teh soup. was just great cuz its like super freezing today for some reason and then headed off to yuen's party!!!was really really nice!!!was in this ford;s cafe that he used to work in so he got discounts!!! anyway..it was a nice cozy room with us and a few of his badminton friends. was just nice not too many ppl there!!so yea. we had some nice food and drinks.!! went back early as i was getting a ride fm tammi while the others went clubbing!!..oh wells..i guess its good as tmr is gonna b another long day for me as i'll have church and then mayb b off to kevin's place for his awesome flat thing. so yea. will c how.


anyway...am off to hit the sack cuz its already 2am and YES...my com's workign alright already =)))) *but i still wanna talk to someone*

am busy lazing around now...chloe's friend had just like come over for a while...so yup. cooked dinner today!!pasta with sause again!!hehe...my specially =))) yea...and made some pompoms aka mashies as well!!!


anyway...yea came back straight after fcom tut today since was really too lazy to go for aerobics..was really another boring fcom tut. but oh wells..


ohyea...managed to crash the other quan tut today. but it was pretty dumb cuz there was like only 4 ppl in the class..which plus me made 5 since shirena abondoned me!!!hehe...so yea..was like really quiet and the tutor was like asking questions but no one answered!!so yea..pretty weird althou at least i wunt have to get super 'farn' at my stupid quan tutor lorrr...


feel like ddring now..hehe...but yea..actuallly i still feel like eating...cuz had like dinner welll....3 hours ago!!!actually it feels less than 3 hours that i have eaten,...but still feel hungry lor...mayb its cuz of winter's comin or sth..but anywya..yea...gonna get super fat in no time of always looking for food.


am probably gonna watch troy tmr after icf. actually yuen and gang are going like for the 9pm movie. hmm...actually its kinda better as in i wun have to like break my cerfew time of driving..but then icf only ends at 9+++???so yea...am playing for the band tmr so not much choice aye??


hmm...gonna finish my quan assignment later..and probably gonna like bum around tmr or sth. not too sure. actually tmr i would have got a day job if only i was faster and ALREADY enrolled in sjs. how dumb cuz yea...they were paying like 20 per hour just to stand on lambton quay and give out flyers.....and i missed out. pahs. so now. no money..no job..and nothing much to do either. oh well. will go enrol in sjs tmr and will work next fri if the position is available!!!hehe

finished my essay yesterday nite and im up early early early this morning!!!hehe..wondering y im up so early.....


anyway...its gonna b one long day and i actually probably need all the sleep i can get but oh well...dunnolar....up so early dunno for what!!!


so yea. 6 classes in a row today. thinking bout going to a different quan tut since the tutor is getting on my nerves as usual =)) might actually go and crash another tut aye. will c how it goes.


oh yea. band is playing this friday at icf. gonna wear our 'band shirt'!!!exciting really cuz now the other esther has got is as well and mayb we're gonna get the rest to wear sth either black or light blue..it really seems like we have got a colour thing and shirt thing going on already =))


actually now that all my assignments have almost finish i guess its about time i start to do a bit of study...since im like pretty behind in all my classes already. like catching up with readings and stuff. haha...talking bout and stuff...i was like reading thru my essay yesterday nite and suddenly realised i had 'and stuff' inside my essay. hahah..how informal.


hMm...might actually go for aerobics today. seems like i havnt been in ages already. haha. kinda wasting my money now cuz i feel so slack. so lazy. and all i wanna do is eat!!! and look for food. and eat. and sleep too???

this week has been such a blah week so far. so ugh...NORMAL. and normal is what i dun like eh. anyway..yea.. just got my accy test marks back today. got 75% so that's like a 37.5 to my final mark??or sth like that. oh well. should be happy i guess.



anyway..yea..still havnt done my essay yet. its really annoying tho cuz its only like worth 4% so i cant really b bothered really. anyway, still have to finish it by tmr anyhow. not gonna let it drag any longer. actually wanna shower now but chailing is in the bathroom. all my fault cuz i was like damn slow and like checking mails. and only wanna go shower when she finish talking on the phone. how dumb aye? should have gone earlier. oh well. will go after her lor...still procrastinating my essay. its pretty amazing what i do just to procrastinate. rather have tests than essays. then i have to sit there for 3 hours or so no matter what and i cant move so have to do it no choice!!


feeling pretty random today somehow!!yea...saw the fcom test questions on blackboard just now. seems pretty hard!!and each of them is like 5 marks and then suppose to write like a whole 2 pages of answers!!and i dun even know how to do any of them so far!!!haha.....gonna flunk this...but anyhow...i passed fcom ALMOST already....so yeah....whatever.


love the nz idol song. heard it on radio again today on the way home. its just so lovely and beautiful. too bad it isnt micheal whos the one singing it. such a pity!!!


They Can't Take That Away
Whatever I give you
You give me back so much more
You give me that something
I never knew I was looking for
Whenever I need you
Is like you read my mind
You're already waiting
Up ahead at the finish line


Don't know if I'll get there
Cos it could change in 15 minutes
But here I am in the moment
I won't hold back
I'm gonna live it



Don't know if I'll get there
Or how hard it's gonna be
You get the scars to prove it
When you wear your heart out on your sleeve
I'm still standing here today
In your eyes I'm still the same
And they can't take that away


I stood on the ocean
Too afraid to swim
You said 'How will you ever know
How far you'll go
If you don't jump in?'
Stared up at a mountain
And it looks so high
But you started pushing me
Till I believed
That I could touch the sky



Don't know if I'll get there
Cos it could change in 15 minutes
Here I am in the moment
I won't hold back
I'm gonna live it


Can't say if it'll happen
Can't say it isn't true
Cos I'm the one that's going through it
Right in front of you


Don't know where this is going
Or how hard it's gonna be
You get the scars to prove it
When you wear your heart out on your sleeve
I'm still standing here today
In your eyes I'm still the same
And they can't take that away


I'm still standing here today
In your eyes I'm still the same
And they can't take that away


Can't say if it will happen (no they can't)
Can't say it isn't true (that it's isn't true)
Cause I'm the one that's going through it (yes I am)
Right in front of you (right in front)


Don't know where this is going
How hard it's gonna be
You get the scars to prove it
When you wear your heart out on your sleeve
I'm still standing here today
In your eyes I'm still the same
And they can't take that away
Oh no, no they can't take that away



lovely lovely!!!hehe...anyway..am going to finish my essay now!!last last last of all my sucky assignments!!!!

aiks the whole blogger thing has a new look and i dun really like it...like have to navigate thru heaps of stuff just to get into another thing. extremely long process..

oh yea, NZ idol's just over. so sad...cuz ben won...and i wanted micheal to win aye. haih. oh well. micheal is just better...like more made for the stage kinda ppl than ben which i still think he's some sort of poser with the stupid leather pants and leather jackets....pahs...

anyway...yay..happy cuz most probably jax will come over in the midyear...hurray....tat means i'll have a lovely lovely holidays to come....am so excited already!!!
only 4 more weeks of uni now....actually its more like 3 weeks and 2 days cuz i got 2 more days of lectures this week!!!so fun fun!! one trimester is over already so fast!!by the time i know it it'll b already time for me to go back to malaysia!!

anyway...stop dreaming jess cuz i really have work to do ....and i havnt done any yet??or even showered??hehe

have been soo busy till have no time to update at all at all. for this weekend i think it has been a record number of hours i;ve been on9. not record much...but record of little hours spent on. hehe. ohwell..

lemme c...had my eco test on thurs which was harder than i expected. came home around 8++ already cuz the test finished around 7.30ish. so yup. was rather disappointed cuz i thot i could just breeze thru it...but it was harder than expected. oh wells. will c the results.
so yea. got home and had a relaxing nite which was what was left of my few hours of the night. was pretty tired tho cuz had like 6 straight hours of class right b4 the test. had an hour++ break b4 the test which basicaaly was spent gettin a feed and bumming around disturbing ppl trying to study. guess by then i was pretty beat and really couldnt b bothered to study already. so yea. came home and played DDR for another hour!!!heheheheeee

so yup. friday. got my lover's jacket today!!yay yay!!!thanks hunee....was so excited when i found out tat there was a pakage for me!!!was like just woke up and groggly walking to the toilet when chloe was liek ..u got a pakage!!and suddenly i was all awake and happy...couldnt wait to open it!!!and it was a nice nice white jacket!!!so now no more billabong jacket already!!!cuz now i got a lover's jacket!!!hehhe....anyway, woke up pretty late and straight away went to cook a lil lunch 4 myself and then headed off to uni!! had the accy workshop thingy and left halfway cuz was darn unrelated. so yea...then decided to head of to town to town a bit since havnt done that in a while cuz was all exams and tests and assignments. so yea. din managed to get anything again cuz was really nothing to buy at all. so sad. want to get sth. so anyway...went back up to uni again by cable car and was outside weir house so decided to give esther a visit. hehe..then when i got there found out that carrie was comin over too so just stayed there and hanged till cell group time. was really suppose to go to the library to finish my assignmnet but was really tooooo lazy to even move. hehe. so yea.. had icf after cell group as usual. was quiet a special icf tho cuz it was only an hour cuz of the citywide prayer thingy. futhermore..i was mini-leading aka emceeing the event. so yea. after icf decided to flag the prayer thing and went to hell's for pizza. was really yummy !!!had nice nice nice pizza and they had good chicken tenders as well!!!by the time we finished got home and waited for daniel so we could play some mahjong!!!kekek...by the time he came over we started and geez...was such a long one round!!!so by the time we actually ended was like almost 2am!!haha..talk bout playing into the night!!anyway...so yea. 1sst time playinh mahjong. was quiet exciting really. was losing and losing and losing...as i was just about to thing that mahjong wasnt my thing then i won!!hehe...and summore apprently i won the biggest for the night althou i have still not idea how to count the tiles at alll!!!
after that felt pretty awake tho it was like 2am. so stayed up to do my quan assignment!!! was pretty confusing and i couldnt figure stuff out...so yea...a appox. 1 hour assignment took me 1.30 hours to finish...but oh welll. at least its done and i could hand it in yesterday and no need for me to go at any other odd time aye..

saturday....was volunteer day. went to the soup kitchen to help clean windows while other cell groups went to do other stuff like visiting the old folks home and gardening for other ppl and whatever else. so yea. we finished the fastest. b4 meeting back for our evaluation we decided to go to salvation army to have a look. ended up esther got herself a lover's jacket too!!!heheh...anyway..yea met back at the chapelancy and by the time everyone got back and we actually finished the meeting it was like around 2 when we went to KK for a nice yummy lunch!!!had nasi lemak with delicious beef rendang!!!and lotsa lotsa sambal as well!! anyway..then i rushed home to meet with my housemates to do our weekly groceries!!went to woolworths and countdown. was pretty pissed off when in countdown i saw that the toilet paper we bought was like a whole dollar cheaper in countdown!!so decided to get like 3 more packs. so now have like heaps of toilet paper at home aye!!

so yea. got home and b4 even a whole hour of rest my talkathon started. was on the phone with jaques for like almost 4 hours. like 3 hours++++...then called carrie to confrim church today stuff...then ended up talking to her for a while as well. then after that was like calling back and forth with john..then carrie again..then esther...plus running into chloe's room to confirm stuff...hehe..so was really late b4 i managed to get to shower. was like almost midnight!!!so by the time i waited for my hair tto dry etcetcetc....was like 1.

so yea. got up a bit later than usual this morning cuz decided to go to elim international church which started at 10.45. was pretty ok. so yea. then after that by the time the service ended and we finished talking to ppl was like almost 2 again. so yea. came home with john accompanying us as he was visiting. so yea. he cooked lunch for us and then basically we just chatted and stuff...so yea. he was here basically the whole afternoon and then i was cooking spaghetti for dinner tonight. so cooked a lovely meal..yum yum!! so yea. was eating dinner and watching NZ idol final. between micheal and ben. go MICHEAL!!! so yea. then after john went back and till now. im still here. havnt really done anything the whole weekend. busy and lovely. nice to have a busy weekend tho!!!but am off now~~!not gonna spend too much time on9 now!!!

the exam timetable is finally out. and my last paper is on the 23rd..ugh..

am so slack. eco test is like tmr and its 11 sth and i still havnt done a single piece of work yet. such a slacker..hehe.. been bummin aroung so far...talking to my housemates and then DDRing and then taking the slowest shower ever and then just wasting time trying to avoid doin eco, oh well. am gonna start sooner or later. cant b too over confident huh? if not how? will start soon. have to start now. oh well. just darn lazy and relaxed now to actually care.

aiy....so windy today...like a taufan blowing only when i woke up...could hear the wind sooo loudly till now...and its like the walls of the house are being like shaken too??and i suppose togo out in this kinda wind???what happens if i get blown away???hehehe....plus now..its starting to rain..ughh....am goin out now..in this crappy weather...yuck

AM FINISHED WITH MY ESSAY!!!YAY!!!HURRAY!!! no more fcom essay anymore in my life!!!whee!!!
hehe..am feeling all excited i finish the government essay. tho i din proof read it tho. was thru and thru with the essay by 5.30pm. started in the morning...then went to uni..continued it till 5 ++. have been starting at the com screen whole day im actually wondering how i still can look at the com now..oh wells. its all done and im relaxing now. althou i still have my eco test tmr..but oh well..

actually staring at the com screen and not having human contact isnt too good i guessed...hehe. started off well before started walking round the house at 11 which meant was the time i suppose to head off to uni already. got there. managed to find edwin to read his essay and get some ideas. but my brain wasnt working as usual and i actully have no idea what i read bout his assignment. so headed off to the com lab after that and was there for the whole afternnon. actualy by 3 was already lost concentration and kept eating stuff that i brought along...going to toilet...drinking more water...going to get water...haha. then saw yuan and raja on the way to toilet and ended up talking to them for quiet a while!!haha. then of course went back and finished it all.. by 5 i had enough and was all ready to hand the final thing in...of course..not really finished proof reading it..but oh wells...

at mc D's for dinner as a lil treat for myself after band practice..cuz had mc D coupons!!had two cheeseburgers for $2!!!! anyway yea. came home and lazed the evening away by watching charmed and survivor.

oh yea. did something really dumb today. was parking my car nearer to ramsey house after my essay was done and how stupid can i b but i scrapped by tyre rim against the pavement of the road and now its all spoit and i cant put it on anymore. how dumb. another accident for jessica. which brings the list to 2..haha. by the end of the year i......pahs...not thinking bout it. cuz ITS not goonna happen. rite?????

anyway. am goin to sleep. my long deserved sleep. hehe. although i slept at like 12 last nite...but still. my brain is darn tired and drained. need more fuel aka sleep!!

wow...another day at uni....but essay still going nowhere yet. really have to bertekad alreaday whether got inspiration or not....

anyway...was usual fm one class to another...so sien...cept for today in fcom was damn funny....had the last lecture of the boring employment stuff...so yea...was sitting in class and as usual fcom is more like look at ppl class than listen to lecturer class. so as usual shirena and steven were both looking for their ppl....anyway...yea...wut happen in the end was like pasing messagess class again where...omg...the messages were so funny....like yuen was looking at shirena's guy the whole time..and it was actually so funny that he actually fell asleep after that guy walked out of the class...haha...still funny...

yea....2 classes ended early today as well. which was jolly good. so yea. finished fcom like a whole 30 minutes earlier...so yea...hanged at the quad and stuff b4 heading off to accy which also finished a whole 20 minutes earlier...so yea...went to the com pods to search for stuff for the essay which in the end just wasted my whole hour searchign for nothing. so productive.

anyway yea...am goin back to work now. am all business till whenever i finish. plan to do the same thing i did for the globalisation essay thing where i stay in uni till i finish or else i cant go home. how bout that.!?

essay. so now i have actually no more excuses NOT to start my essay anymore..and i have another like 2 days more to start and finish a 2000 word essay. uughh...help...i hate essays..i just wanna go to sleep when im doin it. sighss.....havnt actually started yet. am looking to kill myself or sth on tuesday when i cant finish??hehe

anyway..yea..went to city church in the morning. brought Carrie along!!!hehe. i guess its a good thing that she wants to find out more and stuff...so its really good that she's comin along now!!! chai ling also followes chloe to church as well..=DD this really shows that God IS working in ICF and we could bring more ppl to christ. if only i knew how to share properly.........

anyway...got home around 12++ made some maggi mee lunch and slept all the wayyy till 4 sth when chloe and chai ling came home. hehe. then suppose to start on my essay and have been procrastinating since. have been rather eating and watching idol and eating more..its like midnight now. no one i want to talk to is on9 (ahem!) and my essay is still goin nowhere. please gimme inspiration....somebody...anybody...this is like the 2nd time im on9 tonight itself...cant really do anything now. i feel soo useless when it comes to essays....haih....

had the awesome flat lunch thing at my place earlier today and chloe's 20th as well!!! had a great great time and am very tired now...!!!!hehehe..but was soo much fun!!

so yea. in the morning went to get some last minute shopping stuff for the awesome lunch thing. then went to pick up edwin and mich fm the train station and then we had a rather rushed discussion on our fcom b4 ppl start comin and turning up. so yea. the troops started comin around 1.30ish...like green, elaine, fraulein and flatmates, estherS...so yea. were playing tai di while waiting for the chloe's friends and chai ling to arrive. then had lunch around 2++. jeh see, kevin and feli came later as well. then after that everyone had fun playing the DDR and more and more tai di till around 4 sth....some even stayed till around 6 to play. mostly it would b fun if they could stay longer....but yea...cuz most had work or sth else to do....
ruby came around 5++ as well. then sent some ppl home after that. hehe....omg...daniel was soo funny on the DDR. sooo donnatello...!!! hahaha...will get kyle to send the pics to me later...and c if i can put up his photo or not...

now all the gatherings in my house are like super tai di gatherings instead....haha...new past time here lor i guess...and loud shoutings fm carrie and me as well. haha..no quiet game around here!!

yea. got a suprise visit fm voon shan later round 8. was soo nice of her to come to say happy bday to chloe. hehe.. so yea. had dinner together and then played more DDR stuff...hehe....till now still no work done at all. aye...how my essay??mayb kinda im not soo stress already since i know no matter what i will PASS fcom as long as i hand in the essay and sit for the test...but still...i want my good grade nevertheless.!!!! so yea..will b starting it soon....well..hopefully tmr lor...

just came home fm supper at readings. haha. got to get to bed soon so i'll b able to get up tmr morning. which i think i probably have to get up around like 9++ so i'll be able to do some stuff around the house b4 i go to the shops to get some stuff b4 goin to pick up edwin and michelle up fm the train station for our fcom discussion. yea..so tmr some of the icf-ers will be comin over for the awesome flat lunch-cum chloe's 20th party plus some of chloe's friends as well. so yea. my whole day willl more or less b gone already lor. anyway. pray for good weather as the weather forecast is not too promising. so yea. if not there will b no picnic and everyone will b crammed in my place.

anyway. today's test was OK. quan was actually pretty good as i could more or less answer most of the quetions. now i just hope that i answered them correctly and get a good mark :DD accy was errmm..not as good i guess...wasnt too bad tho but there were a few questions here and there which i couldnt asnwer. but anyhow...its over..so life just goes on lorrr...

so yea. am gonna crash now. hehehe....nite nite!!