planning to wag 1st 2 periods 2molo oh and since i'm waggine 1st 2 periods...might as well wag last 2 periods as well. then again...if i'm like that might as well wag the whole day. pah.
anyway...i have nothing 2 do during 1st and 5th period. so no point goin 2 sch. wasting my time only. can stay at home and study. but then again..i dun get much work done at home tho. so i guess i'll wake up 2molo morning and make up my mind. in the meantime...i'll have 2 get some work done. as since i came back fm ballet it was aussie idol then shower then on9 till NOW. whick is like 4 hours later still in the net. doin what also i have no idea. wasting time as usual.

7 more days of school.
2 weeks till exams start.
30 days till i go home. (ohyea..and 31 days till i'm officially super busy AGAIN - prolly my web presence will b the one most affected anyway.*rolls eyes at self for mo liu-ness*)

what if someone changes and ur not prepared for the change and not willing to accept it anymore. what if u actually watch the person change. will u then be prepared for the change and happily accept it? what if u tried to change the someone back into who u thot they were? and what if they're totally not who u thot they were even at the beginning?? and worse still what happens if the person hasnt actually changed but it's u who changed??it's urself that changed but u dun even realise it. and what if both have changed into 2 very different paths of ur own??how would u solve that?
just a thot.

b-o-r-i-n-g day at home again. sigh. spent half the way just in front of the telly. such a waste of time. not productive at all. geez. and if i'm not in front of the telly im in front of the computer. so what's new? i'm just wasting my time away when i should be umm..studying.
everyone has almost finish school by now. or have one more week to go then holidays begun for everyone else but me. and i'm the only one when ppl start holiday-ing i start studying 4 my exam.

and i wanna go shopping. i wanna get something. anything. but stupid weather has been so crap n cold. feel like it was back in winter. hopefully this is gonna b the last cold slab that we're having now. shopping mood. plus labour holiday sale gives me all the reason more to shop.

the weekend is already here. so fast. plus we have a holiday on monday. labour weekend. yay. means another 8 or 9 more days of school after that. sigh. so fast. still not much studying done. cept for yesterday. i was a GOOD girl and went to the library downtown 2 study. at least got some studying done. guess it's the atmosfere there where all the ppl are studying. add the uni ppl mugging 4 their exams too. i should go 2 the library more often. and i will just bump into some ppl who r soo hard out. yeah. then prolly i'll study more.

got my application for vic uni halls back 2day. got into victoria hall which was my 2nd choice. dun really wanna go there anymore. so dunno how.

oh yea..got jaques photos yesterday. well..no comment at all!!!=X *ahem*

got back my test marks 4 chem and acc that was on monday. pretty good 4 someone who din study. but still not good enough 4 me!!!so more studying 2 do. and the hardest part is actually starting to start studying. gosh.

2 weeks plus more of school. today marks 3 more weeks till exam. 2molo will mark 5 more weeks till i get home.

yay. summer is really here. hopefully at least. 2day was soo nice n warm. not HOT like msia. just nice hot with wind. if the weather is like this 2molo i'm not gonna stay inside the house and study. the sun is calling my name already. i dun wanna become white and pasty nor too dark. need some vitamin E already (vit E or sth)

got the vic enrolment pack yesterday. i guess i'll have to enrol myself b4 i go back. cuz dateline for commerse courses are 10 dec. might as well read thru this weekend and fill it in and get over with b4 i go back. then can forget all bout it. well...until i know which uni i'm goin to!!

my desk is messy again after just clearing it up last sat. all bcuz supposed 2 study. but now one whole pile of books are there again. but this weekend i have to do some serious studying 4 chem and acc althou as 4 now i really dun care bout the tests t all. after all they're not worth anything. but it the preparation to the thing that is worth everything.

got tickets for peter pan ballet 2day. yay. so goin 2 go on the opening nite itself!!
finally decided not to go 4 ballet on weds anymore since i'm troubling ppl already. so just concentrating on my sch work as well. good in some ways.
gonna sleep now. very tired already *falls asleep over the com*

haih. just remembered that i have 2 tests next monday. accounts n chem. i'm not so worried 4 acc cuz the topic is pretty easy. CVP and cash budgets. nothing much 2 study. but then i also have chem. and that is the KILLER. organic chemistry. and the topic is sooo long. so much 2 study. so little time. so what am i doin here?


anyway. got to know that actually my bvallet schdule has no change this term cept for monday's class. anyway, not usre whether 2 go on wednesdays or not now. summore so near exam time already. but wednesdays now is a open class and probably the class that i'm gonna join is the advance class. ugh. still cant decide

just finished talking 2 my mum. talked for like almost 2 hours. neways...reminded her 2 sort out my driving so i can learn it 1st thing when i get back. so mayb i can just happily drive myself around. yeah. can;t wait to drive. suppose 2 b able 2 drive by now actually. if only i had learned earlier. anyways..
i think i'm gonna sleep now. have an early nite. cuz have 2 b prepared just in case i'll have 2 walk home 2molo. ugh

gonna have problem getting home 2molo. no transport home fm ballet 2molo. all because my teacher HAD 2 go and change the time for my ballet to start later. means finish later as well. no can't catch the bus to jville. means no transport home. =( prob have to take the train all the way back 2 town again n then take the broadmeadows bus from there. ugh. mayb i'll stop ballet on monday. cuz no one is willing to fetch me fm ballet. *sulks*

anyway, did some calculus 2day!!yay!!16 questions!! at least i tried to do some work. but then no stress can't really do much. did it halfway then decided not to do it anymore. anyway, 16 questions is quiet a lot.

oh..another 46 days more till i go home. tat's another reason y i should stop my ballet on monday and go on tuesdays only. but thanks 2 daylight savings it's still bright at 7 something so i dun really mind taking the bus all the way fm town. anyhow..i guess i'll have 2 talk 2 my teacher 2molo 2 c how. mar fan like mad

bored. what am i gonna do 2day? ugh. thinking of goin swimming. everyone's gonna b out sooner or later. *sadness*
but SUPPOSE 2 study. ugh.
dying of boredness already.

omg...one of my bad days again...
all started after school. wanted 2 go n buy tickets for the peter pan ballet. so decided to walk 2 micheal fowler 2 get it. so happily walked all the way there. so fine. there was this helpful guy there who told me 2 go 2 st james theatre 2 get it cuz it was 2 bucks cheaper there. oh well. anyway it's only like 500m away. so fine. walked over to the st james theatre. then the stupid freaking aasshole guy there din wanna sell me the tickets cuz he dun believe i was buying the tickets for 3 students. so her asked me 2 bring my frens along or at least bring their id. babi betul la that guy. anyway, so went there all for nothing as i couldnt buy the tickets. got me pissed. so fine. i'll go back another day. anyway, by that time i had 2 rush 2 the train station 2 get the train 2 tawa. so decided 2 take the bus cuz it'll b faster than walking ALL the way back 2 the train station AGAIN. but then what do u know. of all times had 2 have a traffic jam. ish. so by the time the bus got there the train had just left. so i'll b late 4 my tap. so FINE. decided 2 take the next train. and then to make things worse the train broke down. just what i needed. haih. at least then jaques was texting me. lucky i was busy replying if not i'll b like so kan cheong already cuz late 4 my private class. costing me $$$. and tat lady who was sitting next to me just had to stare at me when my phone keep goin off with new texts. haha. dun tell me u never had seen a phone beeping b4.
so fine. by the time i actually arrived tawa i was already 15 minutes late 4 my class. so decided 2 run. probably everyone who was walking behind me was thinking what happen 2 this girl. running all the way. not that i cared anyway. just kept running. not looking back. AT ALL. so by the time i arrived my ballet studio i was like breathless. haha.
so had my SHORT tap lesson. and the guess what? when i thot my day couldnt get any worse...i had 2 miss the bus 2 jville. geez. so had 2 call uncle kim seng n tell him that i missed the bus. prob he got pissed cuz already waiting 4 me. so decided 2 take the train back 2 town again and then catch the bus fm there. haih. tiring. at least i'm home now.


oh yea. now i remember y i like tap so much. it's so fun esp doin it after so long.
geez..how am i gonna get the tics now?stupid guy...make my day such a terrible one. and worthless too. pity me anyone?

an observation in life:
people who say they are not calculative are ALWAYS calculative. i wonder why.

yay...my ballet exam is OVER. yay!!!omg..the exam 2day was pretty good. i think i did ok. hope the results are good as well. neways, it was soo hot in the exam room and we had 2 like dance non stop for the 50 minutes. no rest at all. i was like soo tired!!all the sweat was running down my face. and plus i had heaps of moisturiser on cuz of my peeling skin face. ewww. anyway, after my exam, the examiner was suppose 2 have her lunch but in the end she asked to use the other room 4 exam cuz the floor was too smeelly fm the holidays where it got polished. so had 2 help to change the room. plus the other room had no curtains so we had 2 put newspapers.haha. pretty funny really.

2molo back 2 sch!!really i'm actually kinda excited already.uMmm..not excited excited for sch but excited this year is gonna end soon. anyway actually i have some resolutions for this last term here. i know ppl have resolutions for the YEAR...but since i dun even remember my new years resolutions already, here are the resolutions for this term. hopefully i can keep them *crosses fingers*. after all one term isnt that long
1) start studying hard out. only 5 more weeks of studying b4 the exam
2) help washing dishes round the house. ppl getting pissed soon.
3) gonna eat less. gotta lose some weight b4 ppl get SHOCKED when they see me when i get back.
4) stop wasting time. uMmm...watch less tv, sleeping less mayb??haha

oh..and it hailed a few minutes ago. how random. supposed to b spring already. what happened 2 the spring weather???

i am gonna work hard when school reopens. i'm gonna work hard when school reopens. i'm gonna work hard when school reopens!!!haha...seriously. just doin some of my work today (the ones i got done anyway which is not much at all) made me realise that i have actually sooo much catching up 2 do.!!aiks.
i'm gonna work hard. there's only another month plus till my exam. i really reallly need 2 work. havnt' really been working properly this whole year. gotta bertekad already!!

so yeah. did some work 2day. as i saidm not much at all...but thats more than i did for the whole entire holidays!!haha. and i ironed my clothes as well. so yay. have new clean clothes for the new term. i had like almost nothing 2 wear already. realised yesterday that all my pants were worn or in the wash or not ironed. so now my cupboard is full again!!

anyway, daylight savings starts 2nite. so i'll lose and hour and b an hour ahead now. geez. that means i'm now 5 hours difference between msia and NZ. that makes things even harder 2 communicate. anyway, only 55 more days and counting down!!

oh yea. my US trip thingy has been confirmed already. we;re leaving on the 12th and coming back on 30th. but stupid US has 2 b soooo far away as i need to take numerous different planes i'll only arrive back on the 2nd. sigh. i really wanted 2 b back 4 new year and the PD trip thingy. and worse of all i warned mmy parents bout it already. they just have 2 go n spoil my plans AGAIN.

omg...i actually started a bit of economics today. haha..then got distracted and came on9. i get distrated soo easily. haha..neways got wet 2day while goin out 2 meet fiona. actually got wet since i was running to the train station and the rain was so heavy. to make things worse the wind just had to blow in the opposite direction i was walking. so all the rain was on my face. my whole jeans were almost soaking wet in front! i thot if it got any worse i'll just have 2 get some new pants on the way!!haha...but nope! gotta save $$ already!!! but...i got a new bag 2day. a long delayed school bag!!happiness is when i get a new bag!!! yay!

oh...and i think i pulled a mussle lugging the stupid skis back up the mountain 2 return. it was shockingly heavy. plus i had 2 go UP the mountain. freaking noone would help me take something till i almost reached the place 2 return the skis. darn. now how am i gonna go 2 ballet 2molo?

back fm skiing!!!omg...i got such a bad sunburn on my cheeks!!!it's like i could feel it but then after my showeri could see all the skin peeling and it's feeling veryvery hot. and it hurts. ouch.
anyway...the rest of my body is perfectly fine!!!and i enjoy skiing!!haha
at first i couldnt really ski well. had this beginners class. one time i was goin down and i couldnt stop just went crashing down!!haha...it was actually hillarious. anyway, after the class was over went for a few around by myself. got the hang of it now...and i wanna go again!!
din get to go on the chair lift...cuz no time. i mean wut do u expect go at 6am arrive there 10am by the time actually get the tics and all the gear already dunno what time. prob in the end only get 2 ski for like 2 hours plus then gotta go home. neways...i'll go on the chair lift next time.

oh yea...goin skiing 2molo and missing my ballet. actually i'm having 2nd thots whether i should actualy go skiing.

omg....i'm soo pissed i tell u. wanna cook some eggs 2 bring along 4 skiing 2molo also cannot. the stupid mayo is not bad and even if it is i'll eat it. it's not like ur eating it. who cares if i even develop a freaking stomach ache which i wun even have anyway. and then u can just leave me 2 learn it the hard way or something. just have 2 like throw the whole bottle away which is sooo full.like only use once or something. then after that still have 2 nag n nag n nag n nag. ur just licky ur not my parents. if not u'll just have it nicely fm me. too bad if u think i'm rude or something. just telling u wut i think..oh..but not the whole thing. if not u'll just b terribly shock. too bad then. oh, and if u wanna say sth bout me just say so. dun go n say shana. say it 2 my face then n i say it 2 ur face too. but dun get me started.......i got heaps of things 2 complain of fm laundry to food and just ur stupid comments sometimes. pissing me off really badly. can't wait 2 go home. thank god it's only 58 more days. sometime u really make duh comments and ur just chicken. drive also chicken, so scare to die or sth. oh well....only 58 more days. thank goodness sch days onlly i c u at nite if not i'll just die. like these 2 weeks. i mean come on...miss one week of work 2 go back 2 spore also need 2 think so hard. erbs.