last day at work

well today was my last day at work. well technically,if i dun go in between now and tuesday, and dun get called in either. so yeah. but sadly, i dun feel ready to leave. when i put in my resignation, i felt i had enough of retail work and want to start something new. but then now, i still kinda like it esp when its not boring at work. and i still havnt found a new job yet. sad huh. so yeahh..suprising myself, but i still am fond of pagani. well...it was my first REAL job.

oh well. life still goes on. and so does my job hunting

back to uni on monday. wonder what new is gonna happen this year. new things always happen each year we are at uni [or at least the first 2 years i was at uni] so im looking forward to the NEW this year.

just another day

been pretty busy today. well...1stly went to sleep quite late yesterday cuz was busy downloading the oc!!!hahaha...i spse its bcuz of the new season that just started..and i cant wait for the new episodes already....arghh....now im hooked all over again

bout today. sorry got sidetracked on the oc..went for my another interview. and gosh it was super hard out. i dun even think it went well.. they were like...

interviewers: how important do u think forestry and agriculture is to NZ??
me: ermm...very importnat??
interviewers: [sensing that i dunno anything] did u look at the website before u come in??
me: [crap...crap...crap...shows that i did not do my homework] erm......a bit..
interviewers: so what do u think of it?
me:[starting to bullshit] ermm....its very informative
interviewers: [still not believing me] so what how do u think we can improve on it??
me: erm....ermm...ermm..i would have to look properly at it i guess
interviewers: hmm...i guess that was a trick question
me: [wth????]

so yeah, as you can see...it din go pretty well, i really din expect so hard questions, its as if i was going for an internship at PwC...but oh well...i think i answered some of the questions pretty well..so i guess i'll see how it goes. not putting too much hope into it though....[refer paragraph on top again]

anyway, went to uni to say hi to the ppl at the orientation booth....[notice my non-existant help] and then went off to do some study...which was very painful to do. and boring too.
upside, i got my new FREE uni calendars and diary thingy...so...ohh..i should do my wall :D

went down town to pick some girl up to look at my place. she seems pretty nice n all that, so hopefully i'll get a new flattie soon. quite a few ppl hav been calling up lately, but ive been real mean and if they dun sound nice, i go like 'im busy, can i call you back later?' and then not call back later. i feel real mean, but then..some of them sound big n scary...and im just a small girl...

back home, showed grace ard and then sent her off to the busstop and wahhh...here come my nap time. after nap time, downloaded oc time, then food time, then shower time, then more oc, and now, i should be...studying, but instead blogging

i swear, im the world's biggest procrastinator. ok mayb not. but close to.

new layout!!!

hahaa...a change for the new year. been meaning to do it ages ago tho.

sadness...cuz i still lurrve the old me to you layout which was kinda my theme for 2005. even my desktop wallpaper also correspondingly had the me to you bears....anyway, guess its time for something new yeahh

anyway...im not trying to procrastinate here doing a new layout [well, actually mayb just a bit tho] but i like the new layout too with the greens on it..anyway, i do like green now right?

watching excessive tv

the new season of tv has just started...and man.....there's just so much good new shows on...i cant even keep up. plus i have to start studying. and i cant get myself hooked, cuz when sch starts i reakon it'll b pretty busy once i start my new job (and if i get one)

anyway...there's heaps and u gotta agree with me..
- The O.C. Season 3 Saturday 7.30 - its the oc. nothing much to be said. means less incentive to go out on a saturday nite or at least until 8.30 haha
- Commander in chief Thurs 8.30 - ok. this might seem boring to some people but i just watched the pilot today and i reakon it'll b pretty good. its abt this US lady president and how she has to make choices at work while people are sceptical of her ability and...oooo lots of politics as well..

and there's always the good old shows to watch when ur bored. can be missed still...but added incentive to watch the box...
- charmed - i have no idea why i still watch this show. mayb cuz its at prime time
- CSI - the original one, not the other spinoffs.
- desperate housewives - im waiting for the new episodes. in the meantime, i shall indulge in the ones i already seen

stuff that i want to watch:
- so you think you can dance - a NZ reality tv show, but sounds interesting...
- boston legal - another of the law shows. no idea whether its good. but i want to check it out
- bones - some CSI alike show i think.

erm...cant think of anymore at the moment. bet they are. after all im a bigg fan of the box :D

cant believe i just wrote a whole entry on tv.....

dilemma

and so. just like that i put myself into those 'i dunno what to do situations'

arghhh. always happens to me

see whats happening is that:
1) the interview i went to last week's guy is getting back to me tmr regarding whether i got the job or not
2) fcom tutor interviews tmr. outcome might be straight away. mayb not. no idea
3) look for sandy and ask her for a job to tutor accy. 2 outcomes either YES or NO
4) office role (what i really want) interview tmr at 3. BUT...prob outcome only monday next week.
5) interview with some govt dept. (2nd choice after the office job). outcome mayb even the following week?

simple? NOT. problem is what if i decline the other offers in hopes of the office job, but in the end not get the office job???
OR
if i accept a job, and then get offered the office job what should i do?
dun wanna regret, yet dun wanna b unhappy

arghhh
why do i alwyas put myself into such situationssssssss...

this is so annoying

and i think i asked for it really, wanting everythign and not being decisive in what i want. or rather just applyng for everything. and now its all gonna come back n haunt me.

bored..

ive been bored outta my mind lately. basically ive been pretty much staying at home for the past few days. ok. i did go out a bit and went to work, but im still bored.

its not that i have nothing to do. dun get me wrong. i have heaps to do like study for my accy exam nxt friday, go n see sandy/phillip, finish up some weeding at home and clear my room, vacuum my car, apply for more jobs and also heaps more. sighhhh. so much to do. but i have absolutely no idea why im just bumming ard and wasting my time/ day away. totally no inspiration. arghhhhhhhhhhhh

so another day today....lets see what i can accomplish this time. somehow i doubt it as its already 11 and i just got up. well....actually i was up llike 2 hrs ago...but i kinda just got outta bed....

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