rugby

the hurricanes losttttt...

actually no suprises there. but at one time they were equal 9-9 but they had to let the crusaders get another try + a penalty....gosh suddenly it was 12-19

anyway, still thumbs up anyways to the canes as it was a pretty close game anyways and its the FINALS anyway (compared to last years....)

oh well, din actually get to watch the live game, but watched the delayed one over prime...and terrible reception + terrible FOG = hardly can see the ball or whats happening. the only thing i caught was ppl running on the field, passes, scrums and tries. cant really see the ball when its in the air tho. and neither did the commentators. pity the ppl who paid to go there n watch.

anyway, had dinner with my flatties and their mates instead and argggghhhh was so busy eating i forgot the OC. the only episode i couldnt download and i missed it on tv....argggghhhhhhhhh that's the missing one i have to have a complete season 3...so anyone *hint hint* if you got today's o.c...hehe..i will FOREVER be grateful (ok, mayb im exeggerating but yeah, u get the idea)

dance

i found the PERFECT song for our dance =)))))))))))))

holidayss

well..as the holidays are looming and im trying to decide what i wanna do....
i cant help but want to visit malaysia. there's nice hot whether (or in other words i can escape winter here), lots of stuff to buy, and CHEAP airfares fm air nz. so if i go back the day after my exams and come back on the 1st week of uni i get like 2 weeks 2 days...and an air fare of abt $1050ish incl taxes. sounds pretty good i reakon, just that it only ends up in spore and i still need to figure out how to get to KL. not much prob i reakon, just shop in spore 1st :P

but the whole thing is that do i really wanna go there at that time? part of me really wants to but yet there is something holding me back, and i got a stinking feeling i know why....end of the year is good tooo...but then again its so contingenal, there's so many things that can happen at the end of the year and i might just end up not going like last year. plus i plan to do so much in summer. well, summer can be very boring here...but then pretty excitin as well...lots of hanging out n stuff...

what am i gonna do....sigh....cant decide...sighhhhh

I'm BORED

ok. this sucks. its a saturday evening and ive got nothing to do. NOTHING to do at all. ok..mayb i still have some study to be done, but afterall its a saturday night so that constitutes to be study free.

everyone has something to do, busy with this that like having some dinner, some study, some 'meeting the parents', some just hanging out with their someone special and some just really too busy and they need their own time. I WAS busy...but now all im doing is sitting at home surfing the net randomly and stuff like that. sighhhhhhh....

come to think of it, this is finally my own time, to myself and indulge in me stuff, like watching some DVDs or TV and pig out on the sofa with some Maltesers, skittles or smtg...sounds quite appealing actually

anyway, dance today was packed. had abt 20 odd people, but i really enjoy teaching the group!! =)) i should start on a new song soon, need to look for new music, get some new steps. talking abt that, mayb that is what i should do tonight....
i want to do ballet suddenly.....

had DJ and captain ball too, but its really getting cold, so not really the time of the year to play outside really. gonna start keeping warm..

ohhh...got my winter boots the other day too for a good bargain!!! :P time for the winter boots to come out anyways, its cold enough!!! too bad all my old ones are worn out, though i din wear them too much. oh well, gotta make good use of mine now!!

actually, now i feel pretty good about sitting at home now. just get to relax :P guess ive hyped myself up in the end. dinner can wait till tmr....im gonna have a nice lonngggg hot shower. no flatties waiting for the bathroom :P muahahahahahhaa

lesson of the day

is to talk softer....or be more careful when i speak

either one would help heaps

basically....what i did today was....
i was saying excitedly telling yuen that i din remember this guys name....and guess what....he was walking right behind me!!! eekss...soooooo embarassing....and i bet he heard me...my loud mouth

actually come to think of it...the lesson should be more like....
take additional effort to remember ppl's namessssssss

update...

well....im finally sitting down here updating this thing. this week has been pretty hectic so far. lots of stuff been going on, ive hardly had time to study and im still online. bad habits die hard they say...

anyway, asian banquet was yesterday so the week was pretty busy with preparations, cooking etc etc. din hav much time to help out really but was there for moral support :P. after all thats really important too. good job to those who were organising. they even got all the small details covered. im actually proud of all the people who stepped up to help this year. guess it really makes a difference when there's actually more ppl who are willing to give up their time to make this succeed.

anyway, so it was all over yesterday. im pretty glad we managed to fill out most of the tables. had a good time catching up with ppl and knowing new ppl as well. so it was all good. hope we managed to raise enough funds for conference then..

chow's 21st was yesterday as well. had dinner at east west and then karaoke. man pony was real funny singing. such a crack up. good times...

i also realised on thurs some ppl dun really care/pay attention and are such arseholes. *ahem* but really, some ppl can't seem to make even a decent effort to try. gosh. why am i not suprised anyway? my 1st impression was right a whole year ago. and thinking that they were supposely be dealing with student day in day out they might actually be more sayyy.....student friendly??

the compelling need to...

UPDATE MY BLOG!! hahaha...

i just feel the urge to...
but then sadly i have nothing to blog abt..

sometimes ppl cacn hav interesting things to say. but all i have is to talk abt myself. hahaa.. my favourite topic anyways

oh. prob not going to hav my mid year holiday in msia anymore =(( cuz of my exam timetable. mayb summer or in sept instead. unless im really keen on my 2 week quick holiday..there goes my internal dilemma again between now or later..seemingly to be more n more of a problem nowadays..

reflections

im currently actually pretty free (apart from the fact that i still wanna keep up with my work) which just gives me time to think about what has been going on really for the past few months

since trimester started, lots had happened, maybe to some extend some things have changed too, dynamics have changed.

anyway, i think im getting myself pretty involved with icf again in a certain way; kinda funny afater deciding to take a passive role this year and also not actually being there on fridays anymore. anyway, im currently leading the dance team and also going for cell group in icf.

im taking on a bit too much than i can handle...AGAIN

on top of that i have 2 part time jobs, one which takes 20 hrs a week, another that takes abt 2 hours-ish on average, on top of full time study. hahaha i really know how to keep myself busy

things changes pretty often here, but sometimes i dun really see myself making drastic chnages in my life, unlike some things. how im always keeping myself busy is for one thing that hasnt change. but there's things that slowly evolve i guess. relationships and friendships that evolve. in the end things change too, just at a slower rate.

just that when i finally slow down and realise the change, is it too late to realise a change, or was it more of a natural change that would have to happen eventually anyways?

oh and i realised that this trimester is ending soon. exams are coming up and my exam timetables SUCKKKKS big time. hope they change the draft tho. mofi cant cant cant cant be on the last day. nOOOOOOoooooooooo