at last finish setting up all my furniture!!!took me whole night last night!!!and half of this mornign as well!! actuallly...im not yet finish finsh cuz there's still the chairs that need 2 b done!!ooh well...at least i finish the table...the bed....phew..so tiring..have to assemble everythign myself!!

anyway....ok...so nuff of furniture for a while 4 me..the chairs will just have to wait...as my assignment now is the most important thing on now. worth 15%!!! so yea...the next week and till i finish i'll b all about globalisation huh???

oh yea...got a new lecturer for fcom 2day. as since we got new lectures for each different topic. still a pretty boring lecturer we got 2day. but definately better than the previous one that just puts me to sleep. or rather the cheapskate quan one. lol

ok...goin to finish my assignment that i suppose 2 hand in tmr. oh yea..tat reminds me...means i will have to go in early to print it out. bugger. should have done it yesterday. sheesh.

ok..off to shower 1st!!=D

nice morning 2day!!hurrah!!! the new furniture is gonna arrive today..and im getting a double bed...and the dining table delivered!! lostsa things to b done today as well.. hip hop at 2..meet chloe's fren at 3.30..then musicians meeting at 5..!!by wayyy b4 that...i have to finish my summary for econ..then do my readings...n then wait 4 the delivery ppl...hopefully they come b4 1.30 or else....they have to leave everythign outside..n then i have to bring all the furniture in by myself...not cool...
so off to start the day!!!=))

Artist: Damage
Album: Unknown
Title: Forever



I'll Be Loving You Forever
Deep Inside My Heart You'll Leave Me Never
Even If You Took My Heart And Tore It Apart
I Would Love You Still Forever


You are the sun, You are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when i'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Wanna spend forever with you


Repeat-1
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever


We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you


Bridge:Cuz' this a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
'cos i'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

was extremely cold cold cold today!!was like freezing the whole time!!

anyway...was like super drained by the time i got home. crashed on the bed...and by the time i actually woke up...i felt like i had slept the night. but no...looked out...saw all the curtains still perfectly drawn. was wondering what time on earth was it. and low and behold..20.00 was staring back at me. oh great. just in time to miss the whole idol show and have absolutely no idea who got voted out. anyway. got dinner and till now still not showered!!feel like sleeping again tho!!!hehe....but definately gotta do some work. *reminder to self: this 2 wks u gotta go hard out. losta work work work*

am seriously wondering y do i always bump into the SAME ppl in uni. y cant i bump into someone else? i just have to bump into u once a day. yea right. fated to bump into each other. erbs.

its like super cold outside today. seems like an early winter morn already. i really want to stay in my nice warm bed forever. but work is calling my name and i have to get ready sometime soon anyway. ugh. good weather please come again....

am sitting here now wonderign what on earth i did today. suppose to be catching up with work and stuff but....not even a single book touched yet today. what on earth was i doing?????
lemme c...went to church..then went to get the dining set...then came home..washed the car..then had someone come over n looked at the freakign washing machine which is already screwed up....oh...then i went to sleep....hehe...got up..dinner...then NZ idol....then shower...n then now. no wonder i havnt touched a single thing yet. this really has gotta stop. i need to concentrate.

im at home now. wouldnt b here if it werent for the crappy weather. the whole day has been crappy. makes me wanna sleep more. which i have already done 4 the whole day. lazy lazy pig me. have work to do..but no. sleep.

anyway. woke up this morning and finished finally putting together my drawers!!so now all my stuff is in there and no more living out of the suitcase!!!done with the bookshelf yesterday as well!!my hands r now all like blistery from all the nailing....screwing...but it's all done and i have a nice nice room!!:DD

came back like super late yesterday..went for supper after ICF. drove back erm..after i suppose to!!was really really naughty!!but din want to come home too early either!!so yah. went to reading to get some supper..and hung there till 11sth!! decided finally it was time to go home when some of the rest were headed off to watch a dvd or sth!!!

anyway....fell asleep over the phone last nite!!!sooo sooo terrible!!!im a horrid person i think. falling asleep and talking to ppl at the same time.

oh yea...will b having a flat mate soon i hope!!*crosses fingers*
will c how!!

Artist: Westlife

Album: Westlife

Title: I Don't Wanna Fight



I can´t sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie, without you

I can´t breathe
When my heart is broke in two
There´s no beat
Without you

You´re not gone, but you´re not here
Is that the way it seems tonight
Cause we can try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cause baby

I don´t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it´s in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I don´t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, i´m hoping we can start tonight
Cause i don´t wanna fight, no more

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I´m living for
Girl it´s in you

I can´t dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream I´ve ever had
Is being with you

I know that we can make it right
It´s gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line
(that line)

I don´t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it´s in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I don´t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, i´m hoping we can start tonight
Cause i don´t wanna fight, no more

I made a bet, i made a vow
That i will never let you go
I mean it then, i mean it now
And i wanna tell you so

finally got into blogger. dunno y but just now it was like taking ages!!!haha

anyway..yea...just finished my shower...b4 that just had dinner of fish n chips!!mMm...but so da fattening.not gonna eat that anymore for lemme c....ermm2 wks???hehe yea...b4 that went to get the rest of my groceries at woolworths. so got the rest...no need to do shopping for one more week???keke...yea....tmr b goin out again to get stuffs i guess. its so hard living by urself...and i have to constantly go n get stuff... and i feel that money is constantly goin out of my poclet!! so need to SAVE!!! anyway..yea..had a super long day at uni today. fm 11 till 6 non stop!!really hard out aye!!
so really tired as well!!

oh yea...today something really random happened!!!i was in my last tut for the day...suddenly this malaysian guy came up to me...and he was like...did u go to ssg last time??
me: *puzzled*....
him: ur jessica phng rite???
me: *still puzzled*...yes and i did go to ssg..ummm..y??
him: i remember u from there...
me: ermm...were u like my senior or sth?
him: yup...2 yrs i think.... rahrahrah......funny how i meet someone i knew fm soo long ago..
me: errrr...yea...errr...cool

so yea...apprently he's fm ssg as well. 2 yr my senior. funny how he remembered me when i dun even have a clue who on EARTH is he. wondered how i made such am impression on ppl sometimes. cuz this is NOT the 1st time it happen when ppl know me and i have no idea who the other person is. sometimes im thinking mayb its bcuz im soo blur i dun even realise.

anyway..somehting just reallyreally random. so yea...off to do more work n catch some zzz's!!haha
oh yea...talking bout zzZZ's i fell asleep again in fcom 2day. such a boring lecturer. putting me to sleep already. anyway....tak baik betul. i might as well not go to the lecture anymore. thank goodness its another 1 more lecture b4 i get another different lecturer!!!:D

now...im totally done with studying this week!!has been sooo full on..and i finish my assignmnet that i suppose 2 pass up tmr!! feeling really accomplished now. did soo many things between last fri and today. need a break now to just chill. =))

yay. just realised the holidays are up in just over 2 wks. am so happpy the holidays are comin already. seems so fast.

am thinking of doin a summer course this summer. will take me till dec. am thinking bout it. but apprently i heard its pretty hard out. but then...i get to do 2 papers mayb???will c bout htat later...now..im thinking bout sleeping...........

FINALLY FINISHED MY FCOM ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!!!triple dose of happiness!!! a day b4 i suppose 2 hand it in..how many time i actually finish the assignments b4 i suppose to hand it in a day b4??????whee.....just super super happy...

so yah....went to hip hop..then finish and printed out my assignment...then had nothing 2 do for the whole one hour b4 my icf thingy. so had one hour...and the lazy me refused to do any work...and just wasted my life away...as usual...*rolls eyes*

so after the meeting...went to do a quick grocery shopping for fruits n bread n ham...and then dropped by at the library to get my assignment books outta my sight...n then by the time i arrived home was...like 7.30. was all dark already cuz of daylight savings over now. how depressing when it gets dark so early......pahs


oh well..finally watched some survivor where i left off in malaysia..which now is like many episods b4 everyone else in the world??? and had dinner of mashed potatoes again/.....oh well wun b having that in quiet sometime....cuz i dun think i'll b getting potatoes anytime soon..and that was the last one in the cupboard!!!hehe

so yah!!!another day and now i can relax...for like 2 seconds???

am happy happy happy now...althou i have a ton of stuff just waiting for me to do. oh wells...happy happy. had a great day i guess. good weather. good day. what more can i ask for u know.
slept at almost 5/6 this morning???really no idea..cuz im a bit outta sorts already, the extra hour we get, and the random naps at the most picarious hours of the day. then somehow manages to wake up at 8.30 which was like wow..nvvr slept for 2 hours ever in my life b4 and actually get up b4 the alarm goes off. oh well happy happy day. went to church later and then got lunch!!!!then brought back my new-interested-housemate-friend back to my place. showed her around...*crossses fingers i might get a housemate or 2!!* so yah..then after that fell asleep again..and now im suppose to b writing my freaking essay but cant reallyb bothered now.

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU!!!!

am MAJORLY pissed now....i just wasted 4 hours of my precious time getting nothing done at all. might as well been the whole day anyway. was laazing around since i woke up. went to the public library at 12 after my lunch...and i went round the whole town about 2 times trying to look for a parking space. why does it have to be all full on weekends?dun tell me its bcuz of the free parking by the road on sats. only poor students like me will try to look 4 free parking. anyway...so yah...went round like 2 whole annoying times and gettign caught by almost all the red lights as well. in the end ended up paarking MILES away fm the library. and its soo extremely hot today as well. a bit too hot for wellington.
so yah...walked the whole town to get to the library and geez...all the books are ALL loaned up. ALL. not even a single one left that is pertaining to wut im doin. well mayb i deserve it for waiting until TODAY 2 visit the library.. but still i cant believe it. NONE at all. so much for taking the effort to go to the library. a complete waste of my time. and then after i finish with irrelavant books in my hand...in hope that they'll b useful..had 2 walk back to my car again. as if i din have enough of walking already. and also went to the post office on the way. but clever me, i FORGOT to bring the address.
so fine...came home..got the address already...then drove out back again 2 johnsonville to the port office..happily parked my car...crossed the road only to then realise that the post office had CLOSED already. *ANNOYED* waste my whole trip there and back. might as well have waited till like monday or sth. bugger.
so yah..here am i now...no work done at all. how accomplished can i be???????

another off day again!!!happy happy happy...but also swamped with work...so much work to do and i have no idea why on earth im still blogging now. just finish my quan assignment...but i have to go down to uni later to print it off and drop it at the dropbox so i wundnt have to go in early early on monday morns..
and then this silly eco of mine...which is STILL halfway done...i have to like drop it off electronically???i mean...cant we have some conventional stuff..cuz the graphs is taking me a freaking long time to draw when i can do it all in 1 minute with my hand.
soo much things to do..
not even thinking bout FCOM yet.......

mummy left today....was really really sad..somehow like this year is like my crying year so sth. havnt cried tat much in a spend of 2 months for ages. could b since i was a baby. so many things happening and now im all by myself in my house. its a lonely quiet house now. just me and myself. ....
well of to lectures now!!!

fianally its friday!!!!that means....no lectures today. and for once...i have nothing to do. actually feels strange....sitting at home by myself since i havnt ever done that since i arrived here almost a month ago.
its been a contant rush here and there. doing this and that. and by the end of the day im completely worn out. din know sometimes that mummy has that much evergy. but oh well..she doesnt need to go to uni as well. so yah...in the house alone. nope..mummy hasnt gona back yet. its just that she finally decided to leave me at home and go n help her friend shift her house. at last i can relax. that's wut i need after doin 2 assignments in 2 days. not even thinking bout the next few yet.
mummys goin back on wednesday. goin 2 b alone 4 the next 8-9 months or so. gonna have to clean....cook ....everything by myself.!!!!!!

ok...now i realised that i have been super slack in everything already. from replying emails to updating this blog to my studies to now ive started to even a more personal level as well. i can just b such a slacker and slack my whole life away. how?? i cant b like that at all..
i must start my uni life..1stly....get away my BLURNESS>.....then my SLACKness...and im gonna go out there and enjoy my uni life...3 whole years...gonna enjoy it.

im back in NZ already. for the past say..2.5 weeks. and i just realised that i havnt updated this thing in like over a month. reallly really stale..pah..