sititng at home. trying to study. exteremely cold. think brain has frozen together with body. and still sitting in front of the computer with a half blank screen. trying to think of words that i can put down for my assignment. seems like just another lazy break day for me. but not really. im going online. trying to check mail every second. in hopes that PwC will somehow come back to me. but its 6pm. and still no news. feeling a bit sad..disappointed. gutted. rejected. what im really on about is how i'm waiting for this email. but tryng to mask it by studying. with no avail. shall put hopes down in the graves now. cuz nothing is gonna happen. no matter how much i want it. sigh. its not gonna happen. period.