super lazy now....now mgmt tu is driving me nuts....seems that everything is sooo.....stressful now....aiyah...have to think of discussion q's etcetcetc....so ughhh....hate mgmt...dun even get me started on the journal yet....ugh....

thanks goodness jax is on9 now....help!!!

aih....blackboard is driving me ABSOLUTELY nuts!!!! i cant's login to blackboard...plus i have like 20 minutes more till my assignment's due....shit shit shit...was trying to login for more than the past hour already and it keeps comin up with the cannot fid server thing.....UUGGGHHH....HATE BLACKBOARD.....always happens to me when i'm rushing assignments...and never happens when i actually pass up stuff early....geez....hate this so much.......*streess levels increasing rapidly alreaday* damn the blackboard....now wasted all my effort to do the assignment!!!

anyway...jsut send an email to the lady in charge....and hopefully can get to see her tmr......then can sort out everything......ugh...hopefully everyone is having this problem also....ugh ugh ugh...

one month has quickly passed and jax has just left. am very sad. but am gonna be strong. for the both of us. seems like ages since i last bloged as well.. so many stuff that i really havnt done in such a long time cuz wanted to spend every single second possible with  my love one. cant believe how much i miss u already althou u have only left for like less than 2 hours so far.

anyway...i guess life HAS to go on. and yea. i'll be cing u again at the end of this year. but just seeing everything so....empty now....makes me wanna c u right this very second. i cant wait already.

anyway...today;s ICF asian banquet. for raising funds for the conference ppl. anyway....coouldnt b bothered going now...since i was all blothchy all the way home and decided i wasnt going to go in such a state. i guess i could b counted ok for now....but then...yea....just too lazy to go out now plus....who knows when another rain storm could b comin right????

anyway....unis been pretty hectic. hav heaps of stuff to do these days. with hard out management which i had to do a journal on every single lecture which is just dumb. plus heaps of work for info as well. lucky quan and econ is pretty easy going for now....till like middle of the trimester???hmm....anyway....gotta do work while i can!!

got the PASS leader's job already. will start leading PASS accy from this week onwards. am pretty stoked i could get the job but now...a bit worried i cant handle it...like dunno what too do....plus my lack on confidence....

anyway......be back to mourning now??? oh yea.. hunee...im sorry forgot to pray for u b4 u leave...so here's it..

dear god. thank you for everything u have provided me esp enabling jax to come and visit me. we had an awesome time together which no money can buy. now as jax returns home to melbourne, grant his journey mercy. pray that he would have a good flight with no turbulance etc... i pray that he would go back refreshed for all the challenges ahead of him. thank you god for giving me such a great guy. please help jax in his everyday life in melbourne. continue to bless him and give him wisdom as uni is reopening that u will sort out everything for him so that he would not have too much complications adding his finance paper. bless the both of us. help us both stay close together althou we're apart. thank you. in jesus name. amen.

well well...my holidays are about to end now. even got my books already for econ and quan 2 days ago. shows tat uni is starting all over again!! sad sad...2 more days only!!!
anyway...today suppose to head off to kapiti with jax but sadly he had a worse case food poisoning and is sleeping now. so yah. cancelled trip already!!! mayb its bcuz of the sausages we ate yesterday or mayb the water like so. so yea...sitting at home now just chillin. still have much things to do with jax...althou had no trip but have been happily happily going round welly. havin such a great time here. so glad u came!!!
broke my fingernail yesterday and it hurts pretty badlly cuz its like broken like in the nail...so juz have to wait for it to grow out or sth.
feel like eating again. and sleeping too. am such a pig. althou im not the one sick. ugh. sleepy mood. mayb am gonna take a short nap or sth. ponders*

BOOOO....one whole week of holidays are over already. actually 1.5 weeks sice i started the holidays on monday. sheesh..only 7 more days b4 its back to uni again. sighsss....

anyway...had been just sitting at home these past few days not doing much eventful stuff.. had been watching heaps of dvds and playing heaps of tai di as well??heheh....
anyway today after church went to BK. saw steven there. and he was like 'uh..y dint u txt me back bout not comin to spideman???' uh...cuz i couldnt decide as usual??and when i decided i cudnt be stuffed to txt back??hahaha...hav been like this the whole week. including clubbin on wed nite.
anyway, went to the zoo today.!!hhahahaha....pretty small zoo i should say...but then again..its welly. so yah. at least some fresh air today =)))) but the silly cold southerlies were blowing.
oh yea. carrie has been a silly silly girl as well. trying to call her and she ditching me. sulks. like call her never call back.....never come out with us....sighss....silly silly girl.
anyway..off now to watch more dvd's!!! =)) happiness is when i have holidays and when my hun is wit me =))

jax has been in welly for like a week already exactly. has been one week that has passed super super quickly!! has been lovely lovely having him here. =))) so happy!!! has made my boring holidays full with colour althou we're still staying at home everyday!!hehe...... been just around welly so far nothing much. been like thinking of goin somewhere but as usual i cant plan so we have been nowhere outside welly yet. soon enough school is gonna start again. but whatever. am gonna enjoy the next 3 weeks as much as possible!!!

conference is next week but not going =)) not that i dunt want to but yea. spending time wit my hun is more important!!

anyway....gonna watch more dvds. just was 'sinning' again and bought a dvd player the other day cuz decided we were gonna to watch dvds. so in the end got a whole dvd player!!! =)) so now more movies to come!!am gonna borrow all the free dvds fm the lib 1st then after that will get those adult ones tat u have to pay. mayb then later to the video shop??haha. no idea how much i can actually watch!!