watching wayy too much of everything

well..i'm officially addicted to like wayyy too many things lately. on screen.
which includes:
internet - thanks to my new broadband

tv - shows like the apprentice, desperate housewives, survivor (cant believe im still watching that darn show erbs), scrubs, home and away, sex and the city and many more i cant even remember now.

new addiction to the cinema since..melbourne..been watching:
war of the worlds, batman begins, madagascar, initial D (and this is a chinese show ok), fantastic 4, mr n mrs smith...

have borrowed:
2 whole seasons of sex n the city, monster in law, stuck on you, and the perfect score.

wayy too much telly for me...ugh...how many hours have i wasted on the darn box and comp??
someone please help my addiction...!!

what if?

what if the things u want is not what u really want?
what if u dont really know what u want..but u think what u have is what u want?
what if u think u know urself really well...only to find out that some one else knows better?
what if ur trying to deny the facts, but really thinking other ppl's opinion is better?
what if u dunno what ur doing...but just walking in dark light hoping to find the light...but to no avail?

sighhh...if only i knew better...or i was more decisive..

on strike

hurray for today as there was no class....well..actuallly still a few classes going on but i was at uni for the shortest time ever and plus no work. so bumming off day =))

watching more dvds now..hehe..

when am i ever gonna start studying?its week 3 already jess..

since last time...

well...lots have had happened this part few weeks...dun think i even realised it has been like WEEKSSS since i last posted. time really flies somehow and its flying fast whether im busy or not sometimes and its like i cant really do anything except to see it fly past by me.

anyway..finally got broadband for the house...so im on much faster connection now. joy joy. cuz i can see things faster really and dun have to waste so much time in front of this com anymore. but lil diff really to my com apart fm uploading/downloading time cuz my com is just plain slow and i still want a computer on my wants list.

uni is pretty much in full swing now with assignments and everything. but im like doing 2 coml papers this trimester which makes it darn slack cuz we dun have like weekly assignments...so i guess much cramming will b done like over exam period and stressign out too...cuz i guess i should take it easy for now..

mayb a bit too easy at the moment cuz before commitee meeting today i went down to the library and ended up borrowing some DVDs..which finally i got caught for still using my young adult card. not really my fault, since they issued me the card for yonks and basically they asked me to change it...but i was running late...

anyway...spsed to be writing out my AGM report at the moment now...but i really dunno where to start, where to begin...wat to say....just not too sure really how to sum up my experience and wat i wanna say in jsut a paragraph.

tmr industrial action strike at uni...so less classes tme!!woohoo...but yah. stupid uni they pay our lecturers crap, we pay heaps...so can i get a refund?i mean seriously...we pay for nothing now?no classes??hello...but i am an accounting student, cant blame me for wanting to do the equations just to find out that we're sooo on the losing end, not to mention less classes, means less knowledge, not that i really care cuz i dun really listen in class...but still...for arguements sake i guess

im thinking recently about how would we know whether its real love or not?i mean..yah mayb you love someone but then how would we ever know if its meant to last or is it just meant to be a fling?and to what extent is it possible to tolerate the imperfections of ur loved one before just realising that its not meant to be?or rather, if it is meant to be...why cant there be an obvious sign that can just show me?

new term....all new everything!!

came back fm melbourne on monday morning....wee hours of the morning...had like 4 plus hours sleep before heading off to uni for my class....not a good way to start my new term tho....but i had one very wonderful holiday spent with my hunee..so im all happy

gonna b pretty slack this term as only doin 3 papers but then its not all easy as all my papers require heaps of readings and that is soo not my cup of tea..plus i got heaps of wordy assignments to do as well...yuckss.s..

but anywya....mow just slacking off pretty much actually...and will get into the work soon...just need a lil holiday after my holiday :D:D

just cut my hair just now....hahaa...at a random place...im still not sure whether i really like it or not yet..but oh well.....its a cut anywya...and cuts off all the unwantedssss.....mayb i'll colour my hair soon too....hehehe cuz its all growing out and it looks real bad...haha

finally friday already tmr...seems that this week was real fast....ugh....11 more weeks of study. not that long when u think of it that way i guess

carrie

carrie.....hmm...thousand words to describe this gal. still remember the 1st time i met her. she was in a bright pink shirt. since then se hasnt failed to light up my day with her funny but sometimes dodge antics. my other churton park buddy as well. and how many times we just blame churton park for some stupid things we do together. good times huh. will miss her in spore. cant believe she is leaving all of us for fun in spore. sigh...
plus cant believe i din get to say goodbye to her either. she left while i was still in aussie....hahaa...oh well...we'll just catch up soon yah....i'll come to spore to visit u!!!and u can bring me shopping yah....