sparkly clean

spent my entire day since i woke up doing cleaning, chores and stuff around the house. ahhh...so tired at the moment. but at least its all done and i hopefully wun need to clean for a while anymore. i hate cleaning. absolutely loathe cleaning. and i hope one day i'll make decent money to hire a cleaner for myself....

fm the moment i woke up, did laundry, called the car maintenance ppl, cooked some decent lunch to eat (as i din eat dinner yday), put the laundry out to dry, then paid the bills, checked my mail, vacummed the floor, cleaned up the vacuum cleaner, washed the bathtub, cleaned the kitchen + some dishes, arranged stuff in the living room, and finally washed my car, pulled some weeds in the front of my house and then took the laundry in...and i still have to fold the laundry b4 i can really really rest. sighh..there's still more to clean but at this moment, i think its good enough to last a while....cept for the another half of my garden...and inside my car....argh..its never ending like mum will say.

i need to sleep now. so tired fm all. and i thot i could do a bit of study today. fat hope. cuz prob i'll end up sleeping another 12 hour nite. im sooo wasted. did i say im hungry again too?

staying at home...not a bad idea. but i just end up doing more stuff than rest which is what i spse to get when i stay at home. so when am i gonna rest?all my hols are not like hols and i really need to stop and rest rest rest....sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

more hols please.

absolutely lurrrrve the holidays

been holidaying like nobodys business this past week until i have hardly been at home cuz i had hardly seen my flatties at all or hardly talked to them as a matter of fact. its real nice getting to go out and do stuff without thinking about studies for a while. but mayb its a bit too much. my sleeping pattern is a bit funny at the moment, hence explaining why im writing this at 2am. need more sleep too i think.

one week has gone by wayy too fast as well. ski trip kinda threw me off 'wanting to study during the hols' mood and then since im back every day seems to past soo fast. sighh. i need more holidays...soo much more to do...so little time

coml marks out as well...which was prob on fri but smart jess only realised it now cuz she's been hardly at home or on the comp. i guess i should b indifferent to my marks. kinda forgot wat i was expecting....vaguely remembered that i forgotten a whole lot in one question....

not going anywhere

its 12.11 on my clock, im feeling sleepy and i think my essay is currently at the same point where i last blogged. seems like more procrastinating to be done yet the brain is so tired that it really doesnt care anymore and i just wants some shut eye. well. i guess no all nighter, cuz im sorta around the word limit but then it just does bloddy make sense. doesnt have to right?as long as i pass?

figured that its fine at least its less than 2000?whatever..for the record, i'll b happy with a B- above. i dun give at the moment no more.

another..say 19 hours?

ive been at my essay all day. well technically not all day..but most of the day as ive seen it the moment i woke up. took breaks to eat, go to work to sort stuff out, and look at some shops and sort out my driving licence...and now im still at it. soon im gonna scream at it cuz i still dun get what im on about. and i expect the marker to understand it?erbsssss

19 hours then i'm all free. that is unless i get mad at it and just decide to not care n hand it in earlier.

well...actually less than 19 hours unless i pull a all nighter, wag all my classes tmr. but i dun think i actually need 19 more hours. just mayb another 2 hours of pure concentration. but since when can i do that?

that dreaded thing

well well..i knew after 1st year that this is one thing that i cant run away from....just by doing accy and mofi...since they are very few essays to be done, rather we have just long assignments. but sadly to say...there's always coml and back to writing a dreaded essay...the thing i really think i hate most in uni...well apart from stupid lecturers and tutors who cant speak a proper word for english that is.

thinking about it sometimes i think i sound really prejuidiced to china chinese and i become one of those people to hate those 'bloody asians' but really i am one myself. how to people think of me then?but seriously i cant stand those stupid asians who are sooo annoying sometimes, talking in their own language, immersed in their own world not minding other ppl at all and shut up and looking dumb when u ask them stuff...ugh..they dominate the whole commerce faculty from students to tutors to now even lecturers...esp the economics and finance school...which i will avoid at all expense cept for my finance papers...which is coincidentally where i have all my complaints abt....why cant they be like the sch of accounting and commercial law where they actually employ decent ppl???

anyway, back to my essay...which was abt the sale of goods act...which we had to talk about the damages and a case relating to it. isnt that hard i reakon, just that i totally do not understand anything in this chapter at all....and then expecting me to write like 2000 words on something i dun even understand myself?now that's hard. i mean..if its something u understand 2000 words i reakon is pretty ok to crap and stuff...but yah....i hate essays (im probably saying this for the millionth and ten thousandth time already)

after tmr most ppl will b free cuz accy test is done and hardly anyone takes 301....

ughhhh 3 more days of hell till i pass it up then i'll b free for the...HOLIDAYS...yipeee..

did anyone tell me to stop procrastinating??

crazy

this week has been crazy and not crazy busy...cuz i havnt been...which is like WOW..since it hasnt hapenned in ages...but this is one week definately im darn slack...but at the same time, just pure outta it.

monday's incident is still in wraps until i figured everything out... i still dunno wat to think of it..still confused..still hoping that its not wat it seems, hoping that its not true, some child-like hope still out there for something to happen, although as bleak as it is...i still am really wanting something to show, just htat im not gonna get anything. sighhh. then why cant i accept the fact now?

have a test this friday but i am majorly unmotivated to study or memorize anything at the moment. same goes for a crazy week of essay next week..but im equally unmotivated to start anything now. i jsut need to get over it. and i shall b fine. RiGhT..? i hope so..