this week has been crazy and not crazy busy...cuz i havnt been...which is like WOW..since it hasnt hapenned in ages...but this is one week definately im darn slack...but at the same time, just pure outta it.
monday's incident is still in wraps until i figured everything out... i still dunno wat to think of it..still confused..still hoping that its not wat it seems, hoping that its not true, some child-like hope still out there for something to happen, although as bleak as it is...i still am really wanting something to show, just htat im not gonna get anything. sighhh. then why cant i accept the fact now?
have a test this friday but i am majorly unmotivated to study or memorize anything at the moment. same goes for a crazy week of essay next week..but im equally unmotivated to start anything now. i jsut need to get over it. and i shall b fine. RiGhT..? i hope so..