haih...very busy these few days
2day had production practice. after got back fm school went straight over 2 aunty thim tai's place 2 sew my costume. a bit last minute but kinda glad i din sew it earlier cuz now we're changing the design. gosh i tell u....the design was like...omg..like rubish bag like that. seriously. i might as well cut up a rubish bag n it'll look the same. at least now we changed the design so it's better. dunno what the 6th form gal who design the sress was doin. the most dreadful costume i've ever saw. the whole production has ugly costumes. we'll all look dumb n stupid. neways, production is this tues, wed n thurs!!!after that no more school on sunday 4 me EVER!!!in my whole lifetime. even if i wanted 2 go 2 school on a sunday...i dun really think that'll b possible anymore. anyway...so much for that. not that i enjoy it anyway.
mayb i'll take a picture of my rubish bag. haha.looks a bit like stage challenge costume. just more rubish bagish. *rolls eyes*

enough bout production. talked 2 jax yesterday. actually i called him 2 thank him. well....wish that we could talk more often. feel so distant nowadays. like i dun even know him anymore. well what would happen next year if i decide 2 stay here. i feel bad that he's spending so much money 2 go back n i'm away like half of the time n then i might actually have 2 break up with him eventually. n he's comin back to c ME!!!gosh...this is not good. what am i gonna do???i dun wanna break up wit him not now not in the near future. but i think this is not fair 2 him already. unless i go 2 aussie 2 study. but that wun b fair 2 me as now i dun even think there's any suitable courses 4 me there.HELP.