well well...here am i at my computer again still wondering how should i write my essay. its really really really bugging me now cuz i cant get it done and its hovering over me i and i cant enjoy any time out at all cuz its hanging over my head. so wut do i do? i want to finsih it...but nooo...dunno how 2 start how to word the paragraph dunno anything at all. so very ANNOYYING.

anyway..decided to cook myself a nice dinner for once...grilled lamb chops with corn and hash browns!!now im like really really really full now..mMm..was quiet sometime since i had a nice nice dinner!!guess this is what happens when i try to do my essay but in the end end up cooking??haha...cooking is like the last thing i like to do...and i eend up doin that instead of doin my essay. now im really really stuck now. i keep goin on and on and on bout my essay and i still havnt done it yet. sometimes i think im such a moaner..keep talking bout my essay bout how i cant finish it..YET im still stuck and going really slowly. ugh. hate essays. from now on whatever subject im going to do im really gonna make sure that there are NO essay to be done. or else...i'll b like this. procratinating like mad but still wanna do it and get over with. ugh...

oh yea...im such a crap driver as well. scratched my car AGAIN 2day. *rolls eyes* by the end of the year my car will b like a wreak already!! one tip: never sit in my car. cuz u wun b safe!!!hahaha...but really....i suck in driving.