well...so many things in a day goes unsaid. mayb i'm just not vocal about my feelings or mayb somethings in my opinion is better left unsaid. yeah sure i talk heaps, but is all i talk abt is abt other ppl and their gossip n their life...that i cant open myself to the world?? apart from that complaining about the trivial things in life??
reakon i just dun like to be vunerable by sharing stuff that people might use against me one fine day. or mayb i'm afraid of getting hurt. by being too exposed.
but what happens if all these just makes me shallow? sure u dun tell the whole world your deepest secrets, but what happens if they are close to you?still keep ur secrets to yourself....or is it better to let yourself go and let ppl share your burden...and give you advice???
sometimes im not happy, but i dun say anything, but yet at the same time i can go all out being angry at some people telling them what's wrong...but sometimes when it has to do with me, im stuck. what the hell am i on about now. lost myself somewhere in my words again. but point is, i think im shallow. everything is too on the surface..
but when i wanna work things out, seems like everything that is built around me is shallow as well or so it seems. not that others are shallow as well, but rather stuff are built on sand. where it can all fall apart just like that.
sighhh....what am i doing??????????