i jsut realised i started this blog ages ago...was looking thru some of my past archives...and decided although some of it sounds rather childish (i was 16 when i started this anyway) but my style of complaining and rantings have not changed one bit.
the start of this blog kinda coincided with coming back to NZ. and i guess over the 3 yrs ive been writing here losta stuff have changed. things change. circumstances change. and i realised too people do change. although when i see people i havnt seen for ages, although we both could have changed in out own little way, we still connect in the same way we did when we last saw each other. its really pretty amazing.
anyway, reading other people's blog too made me realise that life does go on and stuff happens to others too. lots are moving on to a different stage of life and stuff like that. just that im not sure whether I am ready to. or as a matter of fact will i ever be ready. thot i discovered and learnt a lot over the past few years but there's just so much out there that i still have to find out....