if only i din get the rejection letter there still would be a glimmer of hope.
if only i read the newspapers more they might actually take me in.
if only i have greater understnading of the wider business issues outside my classes.
if only i knew and remembered what i learnt in class earlier
if only i can give better examples of my understading of the world today
if only i was less ignorant.......
I would have probably got offers for my summer internships already
darn