well well...easter is here round the corner...and for the first time in 3 years...im not at easter camp. kinda wanted to go, but at the same time wanted some time to myself to just do nothing and sit at home bumming on the computer, blogger, and facebook
anyway...i guess not going was kinda a good decision overall seeing that now im sick to the stomach. LITERALLY. had this abdominal pain since early thurs...but now its so bad i actually went to see the doctor. and jess doesnt like seeing doctors and believes in just waiting for it to get better. worse still...its the hols this weekend...and the only clinic open is the after hours one which i had to pay so much more just to see the doc.
anyway....doc couldnt really help either...and there are no symtomps apart from the stomach aching like mad. i also dunno how to explain how it feels....just that i cant sleep, dont feel hungry, cant do anything. such a waste of my perfect weather holidays
oh well...at least i can console myself with the time i can sit at home and sleep i guess. not that its good sleep tho. at least being bed ridden helps me rest and not think abt honours i guess
arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want the pain to go away.
i am gonna start drugging myself soon...